Unsent messages to HELEN
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: January 7, 2024, 11:56 pm UTC
I wish in some other universe you could’ve loved me as I loved you all those years ago.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: November 8, 2023, 9:38 pm UTC
I started loving you since the very first day i heard your voice.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: November 4, 2023, 7:27 pm UTC
i love you but i cant tell you because of our friends.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: October 22, 2023, 2:19 am UTC
i still miss you, deep down, even after all of this. and i think i hate myself for it.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: October 10, 2023, 10:43 pm UTC
i miss you. still wondering why you had to block me. still hurts to think about our friendship.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: October 4, 2023, 2:43 am UTC
i wonder if you think about me the same way i sometimes think about you
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: August 22, 2023, 9:25 pm UTC
i miss telliing you everything, i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: August 14, 2023, 9:40 pm UTC
do u have feeling for me before? may I know?
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:38 pm UTC
My angel on earth. I find heaven when I look in your eyes.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:21 pm UTC
i've never met anyone else like quite like you
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:37 pm UTC
i miss you, nance. i hope you’re okay xo
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:35 pm UTC
I hope one day you stumble across this and know straight away that it’s me. I still miss you and I still care about you. I hope that one day we can catch up without anyone else getting involved. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. I still intend for this to be “sinnabit” rather than goodbye. Until then, I’ll keep making you proud. Try not to forget me, I’ll see you in a few years.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:29 am UTC
green. that was your favourite colour. it scares me how we went from best friends to total strangers.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: December 30, 2020, 10:48 am UTC
i love you and i’m not going to leave but you always say you’re a bad friend then don’t do anything to fix it. i feel like i’m being emotionally manipulated to an extent and i’m at my mental breaking point please just help instead of standing there with the gas can over an open flame please i’m begging you please
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: December 6, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
I still wonder if you know how bad it hurt me, and if you still care about me... like I care about you
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: November 21, 2020, 6:51 pm UTC
this isn't a love but a friendship. my best friend who is like a stranger to me now. if I had the chance to talk to her again I would tell her how sorry I was and how I was jealous of her new friendship and I was the reason for our friendship ending. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:24 pm UTC
I chose green because that was your favorite color. I miss everything about you but at the same time i feel like i never knew you. I don't know who you are half the time and it scares me. If anyone ever reads this l want you to know that holding on can hurt worse than leaveing. I love you Helen but i think i only love what we were. You were by best friend so thank you. But i don't know you anymore.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: November 13, 2020, 7:13 am UTC
you make me feel like i do not exist and that my feelings mean nothing, but i love you too much to leave.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:22 am UTC
It's both the biggest blessing and the cruellest curse that after 10 years, I still remember you so vividly. Miss you always.
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: September 22, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
if one day we aren't together anymore, just know i never stopped loving you the way you loved my king julien impression :)
From: ABC
To: helen
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:28 am UTC
i know we both have moved on but i wish we still talked because you always made me laugh and it was easy to talk to you. please text me.
