Unsent messages to HAVEN

why'd you call me my deadname?

I never cared that you werent who you said you were, I loved you.Why didnt someone tell me you died

I love you.. but you’re not mine.

i never forgave you

I miss you so much please come back

ur probs not readin this but i wanted to say i lov u alot, and i wanna be with u forever but from experience i know things like this wont last. everyone in my life is bound to leave me at this point. im gonna drop out and fail school, drink myself half to death and lose all my friends, but at this point i know my future is set in stone. i hope we can enjoy our time together reguardless. im sorry if this doesnt make sense. the card is red, cuz i kno its ur fave color