Hey, I know we haven't talked in a while, but I have come to the conclusion that I am in love with you. I genuinely and truthfully mean that with all my heart. I know you are with someone now and I hope she makes u happy, even if we can't be happy together. I love you with every part of me. I hate myself for falling for you. I hate myself for still getting butterflies for you. I hate the fact that I miss your voice. I hate the fact that you possess the power to change my mood based on your actions towards me. I fucking love you I said it again. I know your first love. You are my first love. I love everything about you I truly see no flaws except communication. I want to be with you so bad. Like ong if you asked me to marry you with the conditions that you would give me back the same energy and always love me. I would fucking marry you. Your the first guy I opened up too and I am glad it was you because you are a genuinely great person. I could write for hours and days on how I feel about you. i never knew that one damn person could bring me so much happiness and pain at the same time. I hope one day you can return and we can be happy, but I am not waiting forever. I LOVE U.

i find u very cute and i hope we can stay in touch :)