Unsent messages to GRACIE

you’re the last person i expected it from and i hate you.

i wish our timing and stuff was right tbh

thanks for being in my life

how’s the aloe plant?

i love you in every way possible i think

Love is how you make it, so I’m making it friendship. Crazy how my first friendship has become my longest. I quite honestly, don’t know what I would do without you. I feel bad when I go back to school because I slack on communication. If you need any reassurance, let this be it. I love you with my full heart. You are my best friend and I don’t know how I could do life without you. You’ve stuck with me through some difficult times these last few years and I can’t be more thankful.
You are worthy of so much in life. Never doubt who you are nor what you are doing. You have so much potential and will do so amazing this semester. Trust in yourself. I will forever be here for you and I trust that you will be too. ❤️

Right person, wrong time. I love u always and maybe if we just did things different it wouldn’t of ended like this.

I wish you would put yourself first sometimes. Your parents do not define you! You are not their messenger pigeon! I can't wait for this next semester though its going to be the best.

you scare me so much sometimes. i don’t like who i become when i’m with you, and yet every time i am with you it feels so easy and so right

you scare me so much sometimes. i get so scared that i’ll hear about you dying in the next few years. please don’t let that happen.

hey boo. it's me. i just wanna say, i'm so glad i met you. even though we're not official yet i know we will be. i know i don't wanna be with anybody else. you are my yellow and my mini cheesecake. i can't wait to see you again. every second that goes past i'm thinking of you. forever

Hey gracie. I really miss you. alot. damn im in an arguement right now with your old bestfriend. she hurts me but not as much you did that night. i hope your doing well
love somebody.

hey gracie, i know we haven’t talked in a while and we probably won’t talk anytime soon but i just wanted to let you know that i still care about you and i wish we could go back to how things used to be. as each day goes by i miss you more and more and i know you moved on but thats how it is. i love you

you make me feel so safe and warm. everything from your hair to your freckles makes me so happy. ilysm babes

you're the kind of person people write songs about. you're the pure embodiment of sunshine. dont ever lose that. ilysm

hi babes. you're such an inspiration to me. i want nothing more than to be like you. you saved my life, and i dont know what id do without you. i need you in my life. i hope we can go on more adventures soon. ilysm

does my platonic first love count..? i think you called us “platonic soulmates” once. im glad youre finally happy. and im so glad youre alive. i miss you. maybe we can catch up, one day...

I’m truly sorry about how our relationship ended, and at points I wished for you back so bad. I finally moved on like you said :) fuck u btw

I always liked you but knew you didn’t like me back that much. I hope you find someone that treats you amazingly :)

It took me a whole year to get over you. All that pain you caused me made me realise an important lesson.

I deserve better.

I wish we could try again. I’m sorry things ended the way they did. Yellow will always remind me of you. You were my yellow.

You make feel loved on a level i have never recieved, I stare at the other half of me when I see your face.

You can be a lil mean at times but man you're so funny and just know that I'm here for you whenever, no judgement

i regret what i said, but i know you wont forgive i got so mad at something that i said something stupid to someone who has nothing to do with it, ive used this excuse too many times, i am deeply sorry i am not asking for forgiveness because i know im toxic as, if you have an opinion you can have it im so toxic

I really like you . I think you are super funny and you have wonderful personality. The problem is you're super hard to read so I don't know how you feel about me. I am also to scared to be straightforward with you. So I guess I'm stuck.

i j wanna say thank you, you are the love of my life and probably always will be. you made me whole and then took a piece of me and i pray i never have to ask you to give it back or make someone else fix it if you were to break it. I am getting off track, hi my love. I can not wait to spend the rest of our lives tg

I know you've known how I felt and I wish it could be true. Just don't know how we could do it. I hated seeing you fall into relationships that worked out, because if you had just looked over, I was waiting.

a part of me will love you forever gracie. i truly believe it was just the wrong timing and i wish i would have gotten the help i needed before or while i knew you. i will always be here if you need me and i mean that

today has been so hard for me. i don’t know about you. probably not. i cant stop thinking about how i knew you for less than a year and you completely changed my life. i wish we could have worked it out. i’m so scared of never feeling it again

it’s funny, i think if we tried again as the people we are now, things would be so different. but i guess we wouldn’t be the people we are now if we never did it. i can’t thank you enough for encouraging me to get help. i think there will always be a part of me that hopes we could try again some day

i am so scared of never feeling it again. nothing compares to the love that we shared and it will always make me so sad. anyway, i hope everything works out for you. i mean i know it will. i will always wish i could be a part of your life when everything works out and you get everything you ever wanted, but thats not how it works huh. im here for you whenever you need me.

girl i hate the way that i cant confide in you whenever i feel nervous or scared about something. it literally takes everything in me to not text or call you because i dont want to interrupt the progress youve made but oh my god i just want to stay up all night with you and talk about life. i wonder if you ever feel the same. i dont think i wanna know.

i still think about you everyday even though you hurt me. i think about you maybe still liking me which i know is insane

This is the fifth time you have hurt me by just choosing a guy that looks better, I truly care for you and they obviously don’t I think I am truly done this time unless you can show me you have really changed. I gave you plenty of times to tell the truth about the things you said and you lied every time saying you didn’t say what you said. You started lying off the start if you would have told the truth off the start everything would have been fine and today you decided to go to the mall and blocked me because some guy was angry that you were talking to me it’s wrong you have done me wrong countless times and I don’t know if I can take one more you have scarred me so much and I can’t deal with it we had trust built and every time you break it down trust takes a long time to build back up and you will have to work on it if you truly still have feelings for me I will not stand there and be second pic anymore I care for you and truly do still have love for you there is no need to cast me away every time someone else looks better than me.

This is the fifth time you have hurt me by just choosing a guy that looks better, I truly care for you and they obviously don’t I think I am truly done this time unless you can show me you have really changed. I gave you plenty of times to tell the truth about the things you said and you lied every time saying you didn’t say what you said. You started lying off the start if you would have told the truth off the start everything would have been fine and today you decided to go to the mall and blocked me because some guy was angry that you were talking to me it’s wrong you have done me wrong countless times and I don’t know if I can take one more you have scarred me so much and I can’t deal with it we had trust built and every time you break it down trust takes a long time to build back up and you will have to work on it if you truly still have feelings for me I will not stand there and be second pic anymore I care for you and truly do still have love for you there is no need to cast me away every time someone else looks better than me.

this is a lesbian milestone i guess - crush on a straight girl. my heart dropped when my friend sent me that. i wish you were gay. but i hope we can at least be friends

sorry i been emo lately i just found pics of you sleeping on my chest last night when i was drunk lol

i wish i never saw that stupid fucking envelope with his name on it. i know you told me later it wasn’t a love letter but jesus christ it was the same way you wrote the ones for me. whatever. i never felt the same after that. and it only got worse when i saw you texting him and seeing the hearts by his name. and when i saw you texting him after we had an argument in my bed. i always felt like i was in second place. like i couldn’t be fun and crazy anymore because if you saw any flaw in me you’d just leave. i don’t know gracie i will just never ever understand how you thought i wasn’t over my ex when .... lol. and i know you saw him right after we broke up. right after you told me you didn’t even talk to him. i will never understand it

weird how u always thought i wasn’t over my ex when ur the one who stayed in contact with urs the entire time we were together

youre shady as hell. Have some respect for other people. Get a mind of your own. you make yourself look ignorant.

It’s 3:50 on a Sunday. I’m listening to my sad playlist in my new apartment all alone. I was making my playlist for the month and I scrolled down to find the playlists we made for each other. I watched our graduation video and realized I only talk to one person from our class still, it’s not you. I’m thinking of watching the video I made you for your birthday last year. It’s been 65 days since we last talked, but it’s been longer since we actually talked. I miss you

You changed. And that's why we aren't friends anymore. We were best friends basically our whole lives. But you still picked someone over me. All those years, all gone to waste because of you. I'll always miss you.

I feel as if we were soulmates. maybe we will meet again in a different world, in a different way. I love you still, you're the bestest friend I've ever had xx