i wish i never saw that stupid fucking envelope with his name on it. i know you told me later it wasn’t a love letter but jesus christ it was the same way you wrote the ones for me. whatever. i never felt the same after that. and it only got worse when i saw you texting him and seeing the hearts by his name. and when i saw you texting him after we had an argument in my bed. i always felt like i was in second place. like i couldn’t be fun and crazy anymore because if you saw any flaw in me you’d just leave. i don’t know gracie i will just never ever understand how you thought i wasn’t over my ex when .... lol. and i know you saw him right after we broke up. right after you told me you didn’t even talk to him. i will never understand it