Unsent messages to GISELLE
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: August 11, 2024, 3:42 am UTC
If I had told you how I felt would it have made a difference?
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: August 5, 2024, 5:53 am UTC
you are my actual rainbow gel pen in a sea of blue and black writing utensils
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: August 4, 2024, 6:44 am UTC
I have feelings for you but you’re talking to someone else, I still miss you
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: July 11, 2024, 5:54 am UTC
you are the best thing to ever happen to me and i enjoy every second w u funny girl
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: July 6, 2024, 3:16 am UTC
i chose the wrong roommate & fumbled my chance with u.
we would've been cute (& u know that too)
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: July 2, 2024, 7:53 am UTC
You are so awesome don’t forget that, I know you tend to
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: May 27, 2024, 12:53 am UTC
i love you more than you’ll ever know
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: May 20, 2024, 6:17 am UTC
i miss you and hate you at the same time.. our relationship will never be the same
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: May 18, 2024, 5:23 pm UTC
I didn’t deserve that and you know it. Then again, I would go back in a heartbeat.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: April 3, 2024, 4:03 pm UTC
i wish i could go back in the past and be someone you didn't fall out of love with.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: April 2, 2024, 7:24 pm UTC
it’s been over a year, yet not a day has not gone by where you’re not on my mind.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: March 7, 2024, 11:21 pm UTC
Maybe one day you’ll find it in your heart to consider me.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: February 13, 2024, 7:59 pm UTC
I thought I got over it but I didn’t I just wish you’d fight for me like you used to
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: February 10, 2024, 9:13 pm UTC
I hope we find eachother again when the time is right
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: December 3, 2023, 4:44 am UTC
is this actually our final goodbye?
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 12, 2023, 6:11 am UTC
i hope your doing well now and found friends that treat you better than i did. i still miss u.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 10, 2023, 8:22 pm UTC
everyone tells me loving you is wrong, if they were in my place they'd understand.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 1, 2023, 4:34 am UTC
i regret every time i asked a question for it to turn into an argument.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 1, 2023, 1:34 am UTC
I love you so much more than actions or words can express.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 1, 2023, 1:33 am UTC
I love you so much more than actions can express.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 1, 2023, 1:22 am UTC
you're so perfect, if we lived a little closer i'd be with you everyday.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 31, 2023, 4:46 pm UTC
i cant help but uncontrollably smile when we call, you're so sweet.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 30, 2023, 5:41 am UTC
everytime we talk, I fall in love with you all over again.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 30, 2023, 12:48 am UTC
I wish I wasnt so attached to you, even hearing your name floods my mind with all the memories.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 30, 2023, 12:47 am UTC
we're 2 hurt kids in love who dont know what to do.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 28, 2023, 4:20 pm UTC
I wonder if you ever feel like apologizing.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 27, 2023, 4:56 am UTC
im sorry for wanting to help so badly and trying to understand.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 27, 2023, 4:52 am UTC
I love your stupid smile, your gorgeous hair and your lovely laugh. But i mostly love you.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 25, 2023, 2:26 am UTC
lavender still makes me think of u im sorry i want to reach out but im scared to. im so sorry
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 22, 2023, 10:45 pm UTC
i feel like you dont truly love me how you say you do, im only there when you're bored.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 21, 2023, 11:36 pm UTC
am i just an option for when you have nobody else?
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 16, 2023, 11:56 pm UTC
i dont understand me or you, we're just 2 teenage girls struggling and running back to eachother.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: October 1, 2023, 5:29 am UTC
it seems like you dont care at all and it hurts, but i dont love you the same way i did before.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: September 10, 2023, 6:39 am UTC
i think what hurts me the most is that i never even considered that you wouldn’t chose me.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: September 5, 2023, 5:34 am UTC
It’s been 2 years and I still dream about you and ur blonde hair
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: August 27, 2023, 6:48 pm UTC
the most special girl i ever met, my rock fr <3
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:16 am UTC
I'm sorry. I'm not trying to ignore you this is not at all the situation it was last year. You aren't the one being naive I am. The only reason I'm typing this on here is because we haven't talked in a while and as soon as I text you I have to open up the big conversation which I am not ready to do yet. But I do want to let you know that legit nothing happened. I'm really trying to figure out why the hell I can't communicate. Lots of things happened this year (a lot dealing with my mental health) that put me in a bad place. For me I guess it's just that I feel like you need me to talk to you 24/7 and I am just not that type of person. The pressure of knowing I needed to talk to you (because we know it has happened before) got to me and stressed me out. Like all things that stress me out I ignored it instead of dealing with it. It then got to the point where it had been so long that it became awkward, so I pushed it back more. Now it just sucks. I have no excuse and I just wanted to let you know I am sorry. You do not deserve to be treated as a friend the way I am treating you. I'm still not ready to talk yet, but I just needed you to know that I'm sorry and I love you. Hopefully I'll be ready to talk soon. And please don't text me saying that you saw this because I know you already did (and I'm not ready to respond). So please do not think that I don't want to be your friend because that is so far from how I actually feel. I'm sorry, and maybe I'll be ready to talk someday soon.
and I'm not trying to make excuses here, because there aren't any to be made. Frankly I don't understand myself sometimes. I'm also not trying to make this sound like "ahh my mental health is so bad I'm so sad I guess I'm a horrible friend" and like gaslight you that is not what I'm trying to do so if it comes across that way I don't mean it to. I just hope you understand that I don't have the answer either :(
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:47 pm UTC
fuck you. You left me in a situation I never thought you would hurt me. You acted like I was dumb. “ I will always be here for you “ were fucking lies. I’m so happy we are not friends anymore.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: December 28, 2020, 4:13 am UTC
idk if i’m using the right color or not but i literally love you. i wish we hung out more but i get if you’ve got your friends and i have a strict mom but also i feel like it’s cause i’m boring. and i’m sorry if i am i really don’t mean to but idk i just don’t have the type of energy and i understand if you don’t wanna hang out with me becuase of it but i just wanted you to know that you’re a really good friend and i love you❤️
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: December 24, 2020, 3:49 pm UTC
I hate how self centered you are. Not on the surface but when it comes to something that really matters... you’re a fucking bitch. Any time I try to talk about any of the awful things going on in my life you brush it away and start talking about the same girl. The girl who makes you nauseous but you still go over to her house. The girl who your “just friends” with and have been for 6 months but made out with and cuddled the entire night. And I have to listen to it all and be supportive and act like I care or else I’m being a bitch.
Anyways my point is fuck you
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
You were my first girl crush. my bestfriend too. that relationship was a big mistake. I hope we come across paths one day and greet each other nicely. The truth is, I don't miss you. The pain you caused me was brutal but now I'm over it. I hope you find someone that you won't find the need to argue with every second.
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: November 4, 2020, 7:48 am UTC
My heart grew warm to you, my body needed you, and I needed you, now you’re gone and I’m lost, lost and alone, all over again, but at least I can say that I had my turn. I love you
From: ABC
To: giselle
Date: September 9, 2020, 5:26 am UTC
i tried so hard to please you for so long, until even i couldn’t recognize who i had become. and for what? i didn’t trust you, and you didn’t care. you took for granted that i wouldn’t go anywhere, because i had burned so many bridges that i had nowhere else to go. my life is better without you, but it’s sad that it’s how things had to be. i wish you’d been better, but you aren’t and i don’t think you ever will be.
