Unsent messages to GEORGIA

i wish i was good enough for you

I cheated on you





Sorry

hi. your mad at me right now and tbh I don't even know why, I feel like you hold me to a higher standard then literally everyone else and i'm always in the wrong. I cant ever talk about my feelings to you because you put your problems over mine.

If I’m honest, you hurt me in a way I would never let a boy, and I did it because you were my best friend. And I trusted that you would never hurt me. I’m glad you got the upgrade, but I do still wonder why I wasn’t good enough :/

boo! me again, i just wanted to say thank you really. thank you for being there. and be so amazing. and i mean that. i don’t know 100% of what’s happening in your life but i just hope you’re okay. and that if you ever ever ever need me. i am here. ily so much, you’ve changed my life and thank you for that. now i’ll let you get on with your day and stop annoying you. sorrryyyyy. ily though.

you’re my best friend and i thank the world for you everyday. how do i deserve a ray of sunshine like you?
-nacho
ps i hope you find this

hey luv
ik you really dont want to be at sixth form but i think you deffo should continue with it, unless your mental health is getting bad bc of it then id say theres always other options ily xx

I would say your my yellow
but that would be a lie
you're my sun,
even when I do not look for it I am surrounded by your light

i don't feel loved anymore. if you could say "i love you" like you mean it and still break my heart, i've never been loved.

i can’t help but love you, all your boyfriends and i can’t forget when u told me you was bi and you liked me, i’m sorry for ruining the first chance i had with you but i wasn’t ready... i regret it so much

i literally fucking hate you you r so toxic and ive soon realised how much of a bad impact u had on me im sorry but youre a pure spoiled fucking brat and i kindof wish i never knew u

hola orgyy you have been a great friend to me and ur v swag, also thank you for organising hella stuff like secret santa

hi butterbean, i'm so grateful ur in my life, i love you so much and i rly wanna go thrifting with u after tier 4, mwah ur super hot and yeah i think ur amazing

if he loves you half as much as i love him, then you just might be the luckiest girl in the world. take care of him for me.

I miss you so much. I wish I can just see you one last time and hold you until its all over. Its been 5 years without you and i still feel the same as the day you went away

I’m sorry I always overthink and I always tell u that I think you hate me but u don’t and I wish I didn’t think that and I hate it. I’m glad we called yesterday it made my day a lot better than it was thank you.

Thinking back on sitting around the campfire, just us two, talking for hours and hours, reminds me of real friendship.

i really did fall for you. you made it so easy and i knew it was too good to be true. i miss the you that was excited to see me and talk to me, the you that promised you'd stay. you've ruined so many things for me and i can't get rid of that ache in my chest. i wish that i was good enough and not just another girl that got hurt while you find your way back to her.

you helped me realize im bisexual. but thats something I have to take to my grave. god, id give anything to be yours.

you have helped me through so much and I hope we never stop being Friends you mean a lot to me too and I’m sorry for always thinking u hate me.

i am in love with you. your hair is goals and you deserve the world. i want to kiss you so bad but you love jemima davidson, not me.

I was too scared to progress, and you were too scared to be vulnerable, and now we’re apart, I wish you the best, but I often think about what could’ve happened

George,
I honestly don't know if I'm in love with you or want to be you. Like you are everything a girl could dream of being, so idk how I feel but I honestly don't care/don't want to find out. You stay gorgeous tho

why do you keep pushing me away? i know you would chose your friends over me at any time but wow sometimes it's so fucking obvious it's as though you hate me.

I just want to know if you didn’t love me anymore why didn’t you just leave? I wasted 3 years of my life loving you and I only have a few pictures to remember you by.

you’re the popular guy. i’m the quiet girl. i wish you took the time to look away from the popular girls and realise how much i admire you, care for you and like you.

I miss you. A lot. I miss what we had and even though I understand that we’ve both changed so much as people over the past five years and we don’t fit into each others lives the way we used to, I miss us. I miss the simpler times when we saw each other everyday at school and spent almost every hour of every day together. We were inseparable and you helped me so so so much. You were there for me when I thought no one else was and I don’t know how I would be mentally without you being there through everything with me. Even though I was a dramatic bitch and complained all the time about little things and didn’t take your advice or get help when I should have you never gave up on me and I grew so much both with you and without you around. We haven’t seen each other in almost a year and when we last saw each other it was the first time in months and it honestly didn’t feel right. It felt like we were trying to keep something going that had died a while ago so I understand that we need to be apart and move forward separately but I know you would be there if I ever needed to talk about something again. So thank you for everything, you were a huge part of me growing up and growing into myself and for that I will always be grateful. Xxx

I thought we would of stayed together. I hurt you so much yet you still want to be in my life. Thank you.

I should've told you my feelings earlier before we split paths. I still love you and I won't forget you.

i know you've been hurt, sometimes more than you can admit. i know you feel you've hurt others, sometimes more than they care to notice. but know that you're only ever what you want to be. you flourish from the inside and people who care to notice and appreciate that are the people who will love you forever. your love for others is endless. the universe will give you that endless love back. work on yourself, work on your self love, your love for people, things, places. be kind, and gentle as you are and appreciate your abundance. know you are safe here. reach out if you need help. there's nothing they wouldn't do for you.

hey, i’m writing this message to myself. which is dumb. but whatever. things will get better, not everything is going to be sad forever. some day you won’t feel alone anymore. you won’t feel like an annoyance. you will feel pretty. you will be happy. just give it some time. good luck. it’s hard now but things will be better in the future. just hold on, you’re worth it.

Stop being cute it’s annoying also I’m sure you and summer will be close friends again so I would stop worrying.

I love you. not just because you’re my sister but because I know how much you’d look out for me. Even though you can be an @ss :)

you have the face of a rat... & the attitude to match as well, anyways... that's on being a two faced bitch from the very beginning