Unsent Messages

I miss you. A lot. I miss what we had and even though I understand that we’ve both changed so much as people over the past five years and we don’t fit into each others lives the way we used to, I miss us. I miss the simpler times when we saw each other everyday at school and spent almost every hour of every day together. We were inseparable and you helped me so so so much. You were there for me when I thought no one else was and I don’t know how I would be mentally without you being there through everything with me. Even though I was a dramatic bitch and complained all the time about little things and didn’t take your advice or get help when I should have you never gave up on me and I grew so much both with you and without you around. We haven’t seen each other in almost a year and when we last saw each other it was the first time in months and it honestly didn’t feel right. It felt like we were trying to keep something going that had died a while ago so I understand that we need to be apart and move forward separately but I know you would be there if I ever needed to talk about something again. So thank you for everything, you were a huge part of me growing up and growing into myself and for that I will always be grateful. Xxx