Unsent messages to GABBY

id ruin myself for you over and over again

im sorry for not being able to love you like u love me .

i love you so much!!!!! <3 <3

(we will get married)

plum is still your fave color, right?
i miss you

i thought that we were friends

Please just kiss me

you blew everything out of proportion and i mean it when i say everything went downhill because of you. you suddenly got too scared to talk to me, your girlfriend of several years, and the lack of communication you caused was at fault for everything that went wrong. i thought we were on good terms but i guess not since you still weren't over it months later lol

i love you and i know you dont love me back in that way and its okay, it hurts but its okay. you are crushing on this guy you dont even know which is fine i guess. but as long as you are happy. maybe im just upset over everything else happening in my life. things you dont know about and some you do. its pretty late i should sleep. i wont but i should. i should at least change out of my clothes or shower or brush my hair or teeth and take the makeup off my face but ill only change clothes. hopefully the hallucinations wont come back again. ill be listening to godspeed in the meantime

i love you and i know you dont love me back in that way and its okay, it hurts but its okay. you are crushing on this guy you dont even know which is fine i guess. but as long as you are happy. maybe im just upset over everything else happening in my life. things you dont know about and some you do. its pretty late i should sleep. i wont but i should. i should at least change out of my clothes or shower or brush my hair or teeth and take the makeup off my face but ill only change clothes. hopefully the hallucinations wont come back again. ill be listening to godspeed in the meantime

We are terrible for eachother. I'm sorry. I'd meet you in the middle of the road now if u asked. I love you Gabs

you took everything I loved about myself and crushed it...im not sorry for cutting you out of my life..im sorry for letting you back in and making it seem like you were back for good

i see you everyday. but when you look at me it’s like we never happened. do you know how much that hurts?

I miss you. I think and dream about you all the time. I wonder if you do too or if you just forgot about me. I wonder if we will ever be in each others lives again. I want to talk to you but I can’t. - one of the three main hoes

you never fucking respond to my texts. we live so far away so how the fuck am i supposed to check on you huh? i miss our facetime calls and everything in between. you were the only thing i looked forward to in my day. ffs i love you but you don’t see that. have fun with him, i hope he makes you as happy as you made me. i’ll miss you always
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I hope you see this one day and you finally get so see how i felt, you used me because you had no one left, so i helped you become a better person and gave you all the advice in the world, you were doing so well to, i took you to football games and i hung out at ur house we even went trick or treating together when there was like 2 feet of snow. and i did it because i knew the good person you were deep down and i wanted you to stick around and be my bestfriend. But you used me because your bestfriend left you. and i’m sorry i’m not her, but i tired to, and i really thought we could’ve been bestfriends but because you had no one you knew i would stick around because i was the realists person you had. And the crazy part is. you could text or call me crying and i would be there for you. but i hate you, because you really hurt me.

hey there how are u? we literally barely text yet when we see eachother we act as if we do text everyday

i rlly dont like u. can u try to be urself instead of everyone else nd stop obsessing over ur ex bfs family

you were my best friend. i miss you. you knew everything about me. but, you stopped caring. im sorry if i hurt you. i regret so much. but i miss u

I really loved you and I mean that and you were my world and now you had to go do that bad of a thing with him.

hey gabby, it’s you’re best friend for 2 years but i guess it doesn’t really matter how long we’ve been friends since you have a new best friend but just know i’ll always love you and care about you

i really trusted you yk, and now after what you did, i lost all my fucking friends including you and had to deal w it on my own

fuck you stipid whore ily but you need billie eyelash therapy
if you see this no you didnt but if you do unblock me and stop trying to use miley cyrus fan pages to find my address i dont even like her try harder bitch AND IF YOU DO SEE THIS STOP FUCKING BLOCKING ME I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG EXCEPT FROM BEING A DICK also do you like me or not ur very confusing ADN STOP SYAING UR MARRIED TO ESME YOU SHANE YAW anyways ur pretty even thoigh you try making me jealous i dont care if you kissed your fucking ex you said it in a gc in july the end
neenore

i'm in love with everything about you. when i see you, my heart flutters. you don't want me though, which kinda sucks but it's whatever. we can just stay friends. it's torture hearing you talk about other girls, but i'll be fine. i really don't want you to leave.

I am truly so so sorry for hurting you. I didn't want to. I know we are friends again now but it still pains me to know that I hurt you that fucking much.

hi ik im annoying but yeah that me periodt i liked u but instead u liked my best friend. i know u like the way she acts, looks, and the stuff she does. be happy with her and do what's best for ur life.

I wish you knew how hard it is right now for me I keep on Giving up on God and i feel like an object i don't want to be here anymore but i dont want you to be worried so i never talk abt it .

i look for you in every person, you will never want me back but its been a year and i still cant move on

Hey... I miss you. I know we arent friends anymore but I do miss our friendship. I understand you have moved on to them and I hope they make you happy...

i’ve had crushes before but they were nothing compared to you. you broke my heart and made my heart by just existing.

Your just like my fucking ex and it hurts cause i really thought u were different. i never thought i would be able to feel something again with someone until you came along. But i was wrong you just fucking like her and i hope u fucking know that. But i will never forget the way u mad me feel and maybe one day u will see that we could have had something

I met you when I expected you least and needed you most. You're my best friend and I'm here because of you. You will never know how grateful I am for you and our friendship. You make me feel alive, something I don't think I really ever felt until I met you.

hope you're well, looking back I was definitely shitty in so many ways, you didn't deserve that, honestly...

u were really the best friend i had ever had. u were more than a best friend, u were family. i’m so sorry:( i miss u more than anything, wish i could go back

I fucking hate you sometimes lmao. But I don't know where I'd be without you. My heart beat whenever I saw your name pop up on my phone. But sometimes I didn't know if you were good for me. I do know that my life will truly never be the same, and that's a good thing.

I just want you to know I can never get you off my mind. It's like every day I wake up and go to bed just thinking about you and how you're so great. I really regret not talking to you more before, and I really wish I had the chance to tell you how I felt back then. Maybe the outcome would've been different. But that's not what happened, and maybe the only thing to do now is move on. Just know that I'll always care for you. And thank you for everything.

have a great life. i won’t be here very long but i’ll always u remember u. i love you hoe. u better know me :)

I think I wanna marry you. I know it’s kinda corny and everything but we’ve already planned so much but I’m so conflicted about everything. I really like you but all I get from you is left on read and occasional messages. You helped me so much but I don’t know what to do now. If things never work out it’s gonna hurt but I mean everything happens for a reason right?

I really like you and I don’t know how to tell you. You’ve done so much for me and I really don’t want to lose you. I just wish things were easier.

i am sorry for what happened. you’re always going to be my best friend, even after everything that happened.