i love you and i know you dont love me back in that way and its okay, it hurts but its okay. you are crushing on this guy you dont even know which is fine i guess. but as long as you are happy. maybe im just upset over everything else happening in my life. things you dont know about and some you do. its pretty late i should sleep. i wont but i should. i should at least change out of my clothes or shower or brush my hair or teeth and take the makeup off my face but ill only change clothes. hopefully the hallucinations wont come back again. ill be listening to godspeed in the meantime
