Unsent messages to ERIKA
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:34 pm UTC
I always think about what we did that day before going to sleep
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:23 pm UTC
why did i stay? you were nothing but a burden to me. you held me back from being the yellow you wanted me to be.
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:38 am UTC
although we have started to work on our problems i need to realize that our friendship will never be the same
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:31 am UTC
STOPPPP- omg jesus christ, im suppose to be the top. but whenever u call me pretty or cute?? I FEEL LIKE A BOTTOMM. anywho i love you, mwah
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:22 am UTC
im so glad u bugged me. im really not sure if ill be here without u. i love you, but, im still really confused and i dont want to start anything, i dont wanna drag u into anything. i dont want to hurt u more than u already are
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:48 pm UTC
you used to feel like home- but at some point I stared at your face and saw someone else. I think that's when I knew nothing would ever be the same again.
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: December 2, 2020, 7:51 am UTC
Sometimes i wonder if you ever really do like me the way i like you or if it’s all just in my head and you only think of me as a friend
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: December 1, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
hm. idk what to put so i guess ill just write until something comes to me. i miss spending time with you but its okay. we werent like besties or anything. i wanted to be haha. its chill though, i get it. following the loss of myself and all my values, family, and friends, i struggled a lot with who i wanted to be. i wasn;t quite sure where my life was headed. you and everyone else i met this past year helped me. god imagine u see this. LMAO girlll. anyways I'm happy i met u and I'm glad that u helped me become the person I'm proud to be today. though I'm not quite sure who that person is yet. anyways mwah ly rika
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: November 25, 2020, 10:08 pm UTC
han pasado 4 años de la ultima vez que hablamos siento el que nos hayamos distanciado y extraño nuestra conversaciones y las bromas que hacĂamos de verdad que lo hago se que hemos cambiado pero espero y algĂşn dĂa podamos volver a lo que Ă©ramos y poder hablar sin sentir esa incomodad ni ese vacĂo
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: November 21, 2020, 8:53 am UTC
i helped you find yourself but lost myself in the process. i put you before myself, leave me be please stop copying me.
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:00 am UTC
Haha it already makes me cringe having to write your name, but I really do love you. I know we aren't on good terms anymore (which honestly hurts me a lot), so I'm just gonna wish you happiness with someone else.
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:17 pm UTC
Hi. This wasn’t the type of love normal people feel. I loved you with a love that was more than love. So i just want you to know I will always love you. I’m sorry we changed. I’m sorry I left. I don’t have the guts to tell you but you changed more than you know and it’s not a good change. I miss the old you. I will never forget the memories and love you gave me. Take care and don’t forget me.
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
hey rika, idk if u will ever see this but i j wanna say i love u and thank u. thank u for being one of the most caring and compassionate people on the planet. u r soso beautiful inside and out always and i know u go through a lot of hard shit, but know i’m always right here for u ok? i love u sososososo much mamas?
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: October 5, 2020, 1:32 am UTC
I’m a fool to thing I’d ever get over you. I wish I could go back and fix everything. I just want to see you again
From: ABC
To: erika
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:00 am UTC
Why did you kiss me at her party when you knew you didn't like me back. You knew I was in love with you.
Fuck you.
