Hello, I am writing to tell you that... I like you. There I said it, I was scared to tell you, but hey this is worth a try. I bully you a lot in our group chat, but you don't seem to catch the hint. I like you like you, you make me feel a certain way. Its like that feeling when you ace a test, that feeling when you go outside on a slightly cold afternoon and breathe in all the fresh air. Back in school, you annoyed me, but you were sweet, you were funny, you were a gentlemen. We first met in Middle School, but you kind of disappeared after that, but you came back. I told you about my problems, and you weren't the type of person to brag about your problems back, you actually listened, and I will never forget when you said "I will be here for you, you can talk to me". You are the first guy that I genuinely like. Were both pretty young, but I want to travel the world with you, I want to have picnics in the parks with you, I want to take all the pictures in the world with you, I want to bother you at your job and mess around with you lol, I want to push you in the swings at the local park, I want to be held by you, I want to hug you. The first time we hung out was with friends, You weren't there yet but I was shaking, I was scared to see you, when you saw me, you reached out for a hugged, but I dodged it, I was afraid and lowkey blushing but after we hung out I had to leave, I went up to you and hugged you, that was the best feeling ever. I also want to say I miss you. I hate that you barely talk in our group chat anymore. I want to know you better. I want to know your favorite music, I want to know your favorite desert, your favorite thing to eat, your favorite drink, your favorite type of apple. I want to learn what you hate and what you like. I just want to talk to you, If I had the chance to tell you that I like you, I would, I would a million times, but it wouldn't be through text, I want to tell you in real life, where I'm facing you, looking at you in the eye and telling you straight out, "I like you", Hopefully if I ever get the chance, I would probably runaway and throw up right after, and probably block you on every social media, but I know that's not gonna happen and I know you don't like me back. You're probably gonna have someone before I have the guts to confess my feelings, you guys would probably post pictures and you would probably have their name in your bio, but that's fine. I will be okay, but I will never forgive myself for not making the effort to ask you out. The reason I chose blue was because of you, Blue symbolizes trust and loyalty. That's what I think you are all about. I trust you and I know that you are loyal to your loved ones. When I talk to you, you make me feel at peace, you make me feel like I can be myself, I don't have to change my crackhead behavior around you because you carry the same energy. Thank You