You were my best friend and I could call you 24 hours a day, I haven't been on facetime with you since July, and it's always some dumb excuse but that doesn't even matter to me. I just want our friendship back, I was your best friend in our friend group and now I'm slowly being kicked out of the friend group that I've had for 10 years and not even you are here for me, because your part of it now and I'm not. I love you and will always love you, but it's becoming harder and harder to love you when I reach out constantly and try to make an effort to reconnect with you, and then you say omg I miss uuu lets ft later I promise, and then never do, and even when texting doesn't work, I call you and not once have you picked up. I look back on old pictures and videos and just cry because that's not us anymore. And it sucks because I'm going through so so so much right now and you aren't here to help. I just really need help from you right now.

Hey it's me again, that was sad me writing the last one, this one is angry me, fuck you. Fuck you so much, you try to leave me out on purpose and you're trying your best every time in our GC's to start fights and you go behind my back so much so so so much and it fucking sucks. I tell my friends what goes on, I don’t even say anything, just send ss of our convos and they hate you now. They hate you and they can't even feel an ounce of what I feel. You are trying your absolute hardest to pull everyone I love away from me, my friend group of 10 years THAT I FUCKING GOT YOU IN TO, you are kicking me out. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. fuck you so much. I just hope one day that you guys realize what petty bitches you are and get off your high horses for a minute and just realize what bad friends you are. You are so much worse than your school friends and you have the audacity to complain about them like I care. K that's all, thanks and once again, FUCK YOU

you deserve more than you give yourself credit for. you work so hard all the time, trying to make everyone happy and putting yourself last. you need to care about yourself more. you are worth it and people love you, and having an off day or showing your emotions won't make you a disappointment.

i wish u wouldn’t have done that cuz i really did see u as my closest friend but everything happens for a reason

you made me doubt myself, and I hate you for that. I hate that you thought as soon as you met new people you could toss me aside. ugh pathetic.

Sometimes I stare at you until you look at me and I look away as soon as you see me looking at you just for fun

i’ll have to remember you for longer than i’ve known you. i wish i knew what you thought right now

I remember the night that we were only seperated by the denim we wore.

love u bae enjoy ur flowers

we might not talk anymore but i still look for you in every room i walk into

you made me feel sad a lot, but i hope you’re doing ok.

miss u but not really

I love you I’m sorry I never got to tell you that

i'm so in love with you

We haven’t spoke in a while but I still think about you a lot. I wonder if you ever miss me too.

i hate the way i love you more than you will ever love me

I miss you more than u know i wish we didn’t drift apart

i love you even though i know you’ll never feel the same way

You'll know who sent this, missed you than I thought I would, hope you feel the same Edie.

I think of you a lot but I know I messed up and it wouldn’t be the same, the trust just isn’t there

i wish you trusted me enough to tell me, but you didn’t so i guess here we are

I miss being your best friend. I want to reconnect and have that future we talked about on calls.????N

i promise i will make sure we end up tg. u my girl forever

You know what the best part of today was? I got the chance to fall in love with you all over again

i'll always love you forever, my love. I wish that you didn't have to go away.