Unsent Messages

You were my best friend and I could call you 24 hours a day, I haven't been on facetime with you since July, and it's always some dumb excuse but that doesn't even matter to me. I just want our friendship back, I was your best friend in our friend group and now I'm slowly being kicked out of the friend group that I've had for 10 years and not even you are here for me, because your part of it now and I'm not. I love you and will always love you, but it's becoming harder and harder to love you when I reach out constantly and try to make an effort to reconnect with you, and then you say omg I miss uuu lets ft later I promise, and then never do, and even when texting doesn't work, I call you and not once have you picked up. I look back on old pictures and videos and just cry because that's not us anymore. And it sucks because I'm going through so so so much right now and you aren't here to help. I just really need help from you right now.