Creo que desde el momento en el que te conocí de una u otra manera supe que dejarías una marca en mi, y tuve razón, de un momento a otro te convertiste en alguien importante para mí, recuerdo cuando mi hermana nos presentó, la primera vez que te vi jugar fútbol, recuerdo la primera vez que pude tocar aquel cabello largo y hermoso que te caracteriza y que me encantó, mi hermana siempre me dijo que a ti no te gustaba que nadie tocará tu cabello, pero a mi me pedías que lo hiciera, que te peinara y notaba que disfrutabas mi tacto.
Recuerdo nuestro primer beso, para mí sin duda fue lo mejor que me pudo haber pasado.
Recuerdo todos y cada uno de los momentos que pasamos juntos.
También recuerdo cuando decidiste que ella sería una mejor opción para ti, recuerdo todo y siento como mi corazón y mi ser se quiebran una vez más por ti.
Solo tengo una pregunta ¿por qué ella? ¿Por qué no pudo ser alguien más? ¿Por qué no me elegiste a mí?
Se que nunca obtendré respuestas a esas preguntas, se que jamás sabré tus motivos.
Jamás sabré si en realidad me amaste como yo a ti.

Soy Paola, tal vez jamás leas éste mensaje. Tan sólo quería decirte que me dolió que me dejaras por alguien más. Odié cuando perdoné tus infidelidades, cuando me utilizaste una y otra vez. Odié darte muchas oportunidades y crearme una vida contigo.
Odié que jamás me diste la cara y me terminaras por whatsapp. Y lo que más odio, es que sigo esperando que un día me pidas perdón y regreses...

you ruined a lot of music for me. it kind of astonishes me how your personality is still based off of mine. i miss who you were and the things we had. i miss us but you, like this, and me, like this. we are not us and will never be again. you kind of destroyed us but you blamed it on me when it wasn’t a me thing. it was a YOU thing. you never told me when you should’ve and i resent you forever for that. you scare me, genuinely. you shaped me into a psychopath and i now scare myself. i will never listen to that song and not reminisce on times where i was in your arms humming along. fuck you a million times. literally.

As much as I want to go back to you for the 4th time, I just can’t. I feel stupid for doing this every year.

Oro día y noche para que Dios cruce nuestros caminos... ya sea mañana o en 10 años. Te esperaré impacientemente.

i'm still young i may not know what love is yet but all i know is that you were the first ever crush i had and i know you were my first love. I first felt something for you when i was in your in 5de basis in my first year and that is where it started. I like you for 3 year and you only knew me as the crazy ugly girl that had a crush on you. I hate how i never could have gotten over you even when you went to mavo i still liked you and for that 1 year that you left i was so happy and i got over you but i still saw you at your soccer practice and when i did i hated it cuz all my feelings would comeback and i hated that. When i started mavo and knowing you would be going to the same school i hated that cuz i had to see you around school and i still do and now i could careless but some times i see you and wonder if you know who i am and a few days ago i saw you send me a snap i opened it and it was just streaks but im wondering why me was it random or u actually searched up my name and send me but probably random. When i stayed back a year and you went a year higher and are classes were connected and whenever u didn't come to school u always missed a test and the teacher would make you do the test in are classroom cuz they thought the kids would help you cheat but your smart and once you were done making your test u would sit in the class until the teacher called you to the your classroom and this happened around christmas time i know that cuz we would change the layout of the way we sat in the classroom and you asked me if we always sat in the layout but i told you no but most importantly you called me by my name to ask me the question and i knew u noticed that i was blushing and smiling really big cuz you said my name and i love that you knew my name but that was 5 years ago and by now you don't remember my name but some times i do wish you remember me cuz i still find you atractive. I loved you knew my name at the t

Siempre me gustaste, nunca supe como decírtelo, ahora que no tengo contacto contigo me arrepiento de no haberlo dicho, te amaré por siempre mi niño.

fuck you for breaking my heart so many times and leading me on. i really hope i can get over you sooner than later because 6 months wasn’t enough. also i want my 40 dollars back, if nothing else, because it’s the least i deserve after all this. if i had access to our minecraft world i would burn our house down. you hurt me more than anyone else has ever hurt me. and stop leaving people on opened, you’re not fucking famous.

i know will end up together one day. i know its you i know. and I wont be satisfied untill its u n me

I miss u, i miss us talking till 3 am, you left me without and explanation and i wish u could tell me what i did i wish we started from the start

Time machine:
If in ten years I do end up marrying you like I plan, I’ll show you this message and tell you that I knew it from the start -M

Sep. 26 2020

it was all my fault egar, you deserve the universe in your hands. i love you. it’s time i accept you’re no longer coming back..

I hope you go fuck yourself in Malaysia.
And by the way, everyone makes fun of your name. That's why I never said it.

i really fucking hate you. Especially for what you did to me. Still don't understand why girls are still falling for you.

Te amo como no tienes idea,anhelo todas las noches tenerte entre mis brazos una vez más, sentir tu calor tan relajante y tierno, tantas veces me hiciste llorar y a la vez reír, algunas me hiciste caer tan bajo y en otras me hiciste sentir hasta más allá del espacio exterior, pero a todo esto te doy las gracias por no haberme dejado sola cuando más te necesite, créeme que esto me duele más a mi que a ti ...
pero esto sera un adiós, espero y encuentres a una chica que te sepa amar y valorar como yo lo hice, que te saque sonrisas y nunca te deje solo, ya que mi vida acaba de terminar y lo único que me queda es darte las infinitas gracias por tu preciosa y ocurrente compañía y darte mi ultima despedida
Te extrañare ...
Espero y en la otra vida volvernos a encontrar
Te amo :(((

Me jodiste mucho tiempo mi vida pero sin duda alguna tu me diste buenos momentos, siempre te voy amar y sigo sin saber porqué :( aun te necesito conmigo y no se como decírtelo sin que te vayas nuevamente :(

Okay ive honestly been in love with you since we’ve met which is about 3 or 4 years ago and I’ve never really gotten the chance to tell you how I feel because I overthink it, and well now we fell off since you don’t want to respond to my messages anymore and yk it’s whatever I guess. I miss you so fucking much and think about you every second wishing you could message me telling me that you like me as much as I like you but I know you’ve moved on and I haven’t. Hopefully one day I can finally forget about you but I know you’ll always be apart of my heart cause I’ve never met anyone who makes me feel the way you do. I love you so much :(

i hate you, you made me think you liked me and just left. and i can’t stop thinking about you it hurts so much it hurts so much

Hi bubu, I’m sorry for being such a pain. I hope you don’t leave me in 2020 cause I see you in my 2021 :( I still love you.

i don't think i'll ever get over you, because you never gave me closure. i deserved more than a phone call, don't you think?

hi. i know it’s been over 3 years but i still think of you sometimes. i miss you. we cut ties unknowingly and want our bond back tbh. imy a lot, you were like my bestfriend before and after. i hope you’re happy!! you deserve it. ily.
xo, a.

Te conocí en tu momento de apogeo y por ende te tenías que ir, creo que coincidimos por algo pero no para estar juntos, te comencé a querer... Y ahora tengo que decirte adiós, lo peor de todo es que no creo conectar con alguien como lo hice contigo

Hey, we started talking again on snap and im attached again. I still love you Edgar. I would take you back instantly no matter what. If only you said so. Sometimes I have dreams about us getting back together and I feel so so so happy. It hurt me when you left. If you see this and you know you and I started talking on snap but had contact on a different platform before because I was happy for you. Trust your gut. Send it to me.

You begged to be with me and I’ll be honest, I just didn’t know if I could truly love you but you were persistent y me ilusionaste, had me thinking you were actually different and I gave in and gave you a chance and then everything fell apart. You stopped showing you cared. I’m so prideful but I really did try to change for you; I put my pride to the side and communicated with you how I felt and you always apologized and went right back to acting like I didn’t matter to you. I feel like you always said things to try and get me to end things first. Always brought up other girls. Stopped saying good morning/night. Stopped telling me you loved me. You made excuses not to talk to me. I was understanding & I just didn’t want to come off as crazy so I gave you your space. I know the world doesn’t revolve around me. I just really don’t understand what the meaning behind what you did was. You begged me. I don’t know what I did wrong. I don’t know why you never answered me. I don’t know if I’d take you back though. It’s been over 7 months and I feel like we’ve changed. Fuck you

desperdicie demasiado tiempo contigo, me descuide por ti y ahora no puedo decir nada mas que te extraño mas de lo que tu a mi, pero sabíamos que no funcionaria y por mi salud prefiero no hablarte.
Gracias por los buenos momentos. Siempre te quise

I’m mostly happy throughout my whole day, but then the night comes, and i realize i don’t have you to tell you how my day was :/

I'm sorry. I just knew I couldn't give you what you wanted. It's better for the both of us. You know, I blame myself but it was also you and I never told you that. We fell out of love and our energy didn't match anymore. I'm sorry I led you on for so long; it hurt us both. I wish you the best and I'm here if you ever need anything. Proud of you.

not a huge fan of how things ended, but i did love you, and i am really glad we got so much time together.

we’ve know each other online for 3 yrs and never met funny thing is you live like 10 min away yet somehow we’ve never seen each other funny how even w/o physical contact i feel some attachment to you.

idk if i should just get my pain over with already and tell you what i feel for you.
no- nvm... you’ll reject me.

i cant even post on my story the things i say to you through here. I’m scared that you’ll find out. I’m such a coward.

I lost you, and i cant forgive myself.

You’re so handsome and have an amazing personality but why were you looking at me so often lol

I’m glad your happy and moved on but it just so much when I seen that, glad she loves.

Sometimes I wished we could’ve had known each other more before we started dating

You’re all I think about and I hope it’s mutual

I’ll wait as long as I need to

I wish you liked me enough.

We are soulmates. we both know it. we both feel it.

I miss you, I shouldn’t have given up on us that easily

it’s almost my birthday and all i can think about is you, i love you still and miss you

I hate you for making me love and wasting so many years on you

i don’t think our story is over, ill continue to change for you, and wait for you, i love you.

Why did you say we could be friends if you won't even talk to me? I'm sorry if I screwed up

Everytime you smile I fall in love all over again

We were nothing and had little in common but I still loved you. I hope your soccer dreams come true.

I dont know if you really love me but just know i love you so much edgar, i worry about us

If wishes don’t become reality, know my love is forever unconditional.

do u think of me

Thank you for understanding. Sorry for everything. Bye.