From: ABC
To: Doug
It's always been the wrong time for us, but I think we could work out in the long haul. our love story is a beautiful thing and i think this time it will stick for us
love you
From: ABC
To: Doug
Look, you'll probably never see this, and maybe that's a good thing because I never wanted you to know the pain you put me through. You chose her, and that's ok, you can do that, but you waited until after I gave you my heart. Until after I told you everything. Upon you telling me that you had feelings for me, I told you that I was so broken and with you loving me it was gonna hurt. And you said that you knew I was fragile, but you continued to hurt me. A lot of shit happened, but you ended up with her. And now I'm trying to accept the fact that you don't need me in your life.
From: ABC
To: Doug
what happened? you were so interested in me & you cared so much about me & then in the flip of a switch you didn't. it hurts because i can't figure out what i did wrong & what hurts the most is i can't erase the memories or the feelings i have for you.
From: ABC
To: Doug
hey i know we didn’t get to speak much as i was still a child before you yk but i just wanted to let you know i love you and have every day since and mum idk if she’s doing to good rn i think she still misses you so much . I often think you are with me and mum and everyone even though we can’t see you i think we all feel you but i do really like to believe you are gunna be there for all the important moments of my life as i always dreamed . I used to think it would be you to walk me down the isle i think i may walk alone but i won’t really be alone because as i have always wished i know you’ll be right next to me handing me off to whoever i may marry and when your great niece or nephew is born and just everything i want you to be with me and bring nana as well
From: ABC
To: Doug
we always say we're just friends, but you're who i'll tell my kids about when they ask about my first love
From: ABC
To: Doug
i still wonder what it was that drew you to her when i was waiting for you with everything you could ever want
From: ABC
To: Doug
I wish i could just let u know how i feel, you make me happier than anyone else has and i just want you to know it
From: ABC
To: Doug
he is everything you’re not. i don’t have to beg him for respect. thank you for teaching me what i didn’t want.
From: ABC
To: Doug
I may never get to tell you this but I love you. It hurts knowing the first person you've ever loved and cared so deeply about is talking to a different girl romantically. Part of me wants to be mad at you for it, but why should I? You don't choose who you like. I just wish I was her. I just wish I could make you as happy as you make me. If only you looked at what you had right in front of you instead of her.
From: ABC
To: Doug
hey. im lying here and for some reason you are the only thing on my mind. i always find myself snatching glances at you and for some reason i always hope that we can accidentally met eyes. i love you so much and for some reason i wish you felt the same way towards me.
i’ve been stuck here for two years, always in the background, having to support my best friend when she liked you. i had to push away my tears and be happy for her when she called and said you were going to the dance together.
that was a year ago, she’s in love with her boyfriend but i’m still here crying over you. i’m still stuck catching glimpses of you. i’m still hoping for some reason. i so badly wish that this pain could end and i’d stop loving you but i don’t think that’s gonna happen.
god, when did i fall in love with you? we didn’t even speak for 6 months but when school started up again i still got butterflies when i saw you for the first time. but you barely even glanced at me. i find myself wanting something i can’t have so badly and its breaking me.
i think i love you ?
From: ABC
To: Doug
Our times not gunna come. You'll find someone-i know that. I'm sorry it's taking so long.
From: ABC
To: Doug
A part if me always wonders what if. I'm happy now. But you still cross my mind, and inspire me.
From: ABC
To: Doug
if you see this, it’s a sign to reach out. i miss you so much :(
From: ABC
To: Doug
I apologize for hurting you, but you hurt me to. Maybe I'm just as unwell as you said I was.
From: ABC
To: Doug
I keep getting pulled back to you. If you want to go for tea or coffee. You know how to contact me
From: ABC
To: Doug
I think about you all the time, I want to text you but know I shouldn't.
From: ABC
To: Doug
I still like you. Why didn’t you give me a high five when I said good job?
From: ABC
To: Doug
You’re one of my best friends… I just sometimes wish we were more
From: ABC
To: Doug
I didn't believe in love at first sight until I met you. You broke my heart. I still love you too.
From: ABC
To: Doug
Please come back, please, I’ve never loved a man like I’ve loved you. Please.
From: ABC
To: Doug
Ur kinda on my mind all the time.. I hope I’m on urs too :) <3
From: ABC
To: Doug
I write about you. Do you sing about me? In the tides. I told you. I saw you in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: Doug
i hate you for what you did to me, but i hate you even more for letting it get this bad
From: ABC
To: Doug
I see you. In the tide of faces. Longing, and dreaming of you. You're magic
From: ABC
To: Doug
do you listen to the vinyl? the horse is alive, can we ride again? can we forgive? call me.
From: ABC
To: Doug
i will never be fully moved on. if you reached out to me tomorrow, i’d be so happy.
From: ABC
To: Doug
I used to love hearing you sing. I think you might have been my one that got away.
From: ABC
To: Doug
i miss you my doughnut, i hope you’re doing okay in your life. i love you forever and always
From: ABC
To: Doug
It was on again. It was off again. It Finally it was off again, and there was never any closure.
From: ABC
To: Doug
I don't know why you stay with me after I mess up. I'm so sorry. I love you so much.