From: ABC
To: Doug
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:56 pm
hey. im lying here and for some reason you are the only thing on my mind. i always find myself snatching glances at you and for some reason i always hope that we can accidentally met eyes. i love you so much and for some reason i wish you felt the same way towards me.
i’ve been stuck here for two years, always in the background, having to support my best friend when she liked you. i had to push away my tears and be happy for her when she called and said you were going to the dance together.
that was a year ago, she’s in love with her boyfriend but i’m still here crying over you. i’m still stuck catching glimpses of you. i’m still hoping for some reason. i so badly wish that this pain could end and i’d stop loving you but i don’t think that’s gonna happen.
god, when did i fall in love with you? we didn’t even speak for 6 months but when school started up again i still got butterflies when i saw you for the first time. but you barely even glanced at me. i find myself wanting something i can’t have so badly and its breaking me.
i think i love you ?