From: ABC
To: Desiree
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:22 am
It honestly sucks ass that I cant always be there for you when your having a bad day or night. You honestly don't even know how many times I've wanted to hold you in my arms and just help you forget about everything. But were gonna be able to do all the things we dreamed of doing. right? If I'm going to be honest,i just want to spend the rest of my life with you,marry you, have kids,grow old together. Like in those movies. I want all of that to happen, with you of course. I really couldn't stand someone that long if it wasn't you. And I obviously couldn't love someone like I love you. Every single time we're together it feels like time is going so fast. And I always want one more minute. One more second. " I should've held her longer." is what I always say to myself. Ugh, if only I could wake up to you every day. And one day I will. I know I will. I just have to be patient.