i agree. it was a good run, but its for the best. ur sister sends me tvd things still. its funny. i never say goodbye anymore. i can't. not even in real life when ill see them the next day. for some reason those words break me. so see you later. i wanna be ur friend in a few months

also youll find someone new someday and realize it was all for a reason and you'll realize just how bad I was at all of it. also wtf r we gonna do with our stuff should I drop it off in the mailbox orrrr

i appreciate the note. i thought u hated me after the fight. it wasn't your fault im sorry for pushing you and making you think it was your fault when every mistake made in our relationship was mine. im always gonna be here as a friend when you need to talk. i still think our breakup is for the best. maybe in a few months we can laugh about all of this. sorry i never came up with a good nickname. all i got is dandelions. also, dont waste ur precious tears on a "shit head" like me

i hope you can find a way to get rid of the OCD. i'll text if i need to, you can just tell her im an asshole and we aren't friends or something (but i hope we can be friends when the time is right) and you know that either way i answer that question will leave you hurt. i don't want that. remember anxiety brain is a dumb liar that will use anything it can to control u and mess up ur life. don't worry about me. focus on healing!! u truly are one of the best people i know.

i won't be someone else's yellow yet. giving u the sweatshirt back was for my healing too im still sad about it and i do miss talking to you. being loved by you is a beautiful feeling. you get to give that great big love to someone who will actually earn and deserve it someday. i'll always have love for you. do what you can for your healing. put yourself first for once. you wont regret it. im always here to talk and everything. kinda sad about the streak toooo

you'll always be a yellow for me too. and i understand losing someone you love, but you haven't really lost me. im glad ur doing what you can to help yourself. and im glad you finished that class. i bet it sucked. when you move on and feel like we can be homies let me know. and if u need any closure u can always talk to me. as long as u keep Clarissa away from me holy shit.

youve always been much better at school and classes than me. idk how im swinging b's. nah but i still dont like her. big scary. sometimes friends can be better than anything romantic. a lot of the times you can create a bond with friends that cant be reached romantically.

of course what we had was special and itll be different, but different isnt always bad in the end. we already know our relationship got unhealthy, soon we'll have a healthy relationship and itll all be better.

I saw the last one. I didnt really know how to word out a response so ig I didnt. im getting over you too. I do love you and im not gonna be able to date for a while lol. just want to focus on myself and betterment shit. I should stop checking this too. ill see you soon.

I figured it wasn't u I didnt put any thought into it. and you asked a little while ago. see you around.

I know I say goodbye and baby you said it too, but when I touch him I feel like I'm cheating on you~