Damn, even typing the name I never called you by hurts me. I miss you. I wish I tried harder to keep you. Even though I didn't deserve to be treated like that, you deserved every right to have someone care about you as much as I did. I'm trying my best not to bother you with messages. It breaks my heart knowing that I loved you so much more than you'd ever know, and I will never get the chance to explain that to you. Eat well.