i hope you can find a way to get rid of the OCD. i'll text if i need to, you can just tell her im an asshole and we aren't friends or something (but i hope we can be friends when the time is right) and you know that either way i answer that question will leave you hurt. i don't want that. remember anxiety brain is a dumb liar that will use anything it can to control u and mess up ur life. don't worry about me. focus on healing!! u truly are one of the best people i know.