Hey Jordan. I’m sorry I didn’t make you happy like arf and shiro did. I wish I was as good as them. Yea ik were dating but. I overthink a lot and I honestly hate this fucking side of me. I fucking hate myself rn. You make me the happiest I’ve been in a while. I get jealous when you talk to arf a lot. I know. It’s stupid. I sometimes wish I were arf. I can’t fucking help but get jealous. It’s so fucking hard. Your the best bf I could ever ask for. I’m pretty sure your mad at me rn. But I love you. A lot. I’m not fucking lying alright? Sometimes I think of taking my own life away. I’ll do it soon. I love you so much. Bye.

I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for the things I said. I love you forever, please don't think I hate you.

i’m still in love with you. it’s been 4 months and i wish you would talk to me

You’re the best friend I never knew I needed, half of me was empty until I met you. I love you <3

I’m glad I joined that Xbox party hope I meet you in every other universe your my best friend <3

I fell out of love with you and it kills me emotionally...

ive loved you for so long. now, please, lets make it work this time.

I miss you.

it hurts so much. i wanted to be yours

you worked so hard, i’m so happy to see you where you are now

i still miss you sometimes. i really messed up and it eats me alive every day

the possibility of you outweighs the actuality of anyone else :)

I know i was in the wrong the whole time sorry i was so hateful i still feel guilty for what i did

Everything I ever told you was true, what was there was always real.

Everything I ever told you was true, what was there was always real.

i miss you sm. you and aiden were a thrill to be around. we need to hang out again soon

idk if we’ll ever get anywhere but you’re the first guy that ive felt different about

i wish we waited

I moved on, but I still wonder what would happen if you didn't ignore me or if I didn't block you.