I actually hate you. To the point I wish happiness upon you. I actually hate you that much I would buy you a hot chocolate and say that I hope you are doing well. I hate you that much I don’t care anymore.

It’s a great pastime telling strangers I hate them. thank you for weeding yourself back into my mind only for me to fucking despise you.

thought I would have married you. why would I want you which is the case. you will end as all the other miserable men around here at best. dw ill pray for your dreams just not with me in them.

A part of me wants to know why. The other part is running for the hills to stay away from you for the rest of being. Oh and you owe me two eighty six for the phone repair, asshole. Of course a lifetime of apologies too, although I do not care for that anymore.

I’m not saying this with hate in my heart not at all.
You need to find the help you deserve and you know that I am not the one to stand in way of that. Keep her aside yes I get it. Although do not say I’ve been the manipulator, toxic gaslight whatever it is you try to preach. There comes a point in life where you must be honest to those you love. You can’t keep this up forever my dear.

Sad short life taken away too quickly they’d say too me though it would be like you had never existed. So stay dead.
Sorry I couldn’t save you. ?