You were the only one there for me and the only one who cared. You held me when I wanted no one else to touch me. You healed the wounds I inflicted upon myself. You kept me alive when I wanted to die. Thank you. One day I want to see your beautiful brown and blue eyes, I will never give up, I will find you one day. My wolf, my dragon, my tiger. Are you there? -petra/queen/firebird

All i ever wanted was you... why didn’t you want me? I would have done anything for you, why didn’t you want me? You picked everyone but me. What’s wrong with me? I did all you asked. Why didn’t you want what I wanted? What’s wrong with me? I moved on and made myself forget the burning love i felt for you and now you want me maybe not in the same way I wanted you but now u want to call and have the deep conversations i begged for... you can see that i don't need you... right? I’m happier alone i had amazing feelings of fuchsia and now when i think of you i feel grey and alone. Why didn’t you want me? Was i not enough? Was i too fat or too short what was it? I would stay up waiting for your name to be on my screen and now when i see it i wish it wasn’t there. Why must you do this? Whats wrong with you? Whats fucking wrong with you?

i would’ve waited for you but you broke me. i miss you but i know i can never take you back. i’m sorry.

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME PLEASE JUST TELL ME AND STOP PLAYING STUPID MIND GAMES WITH ME you're making this harder than it needs to be for both of us.

I'll never forget how it felt to watch you cry. It's a pain that's deeply ingrained in me now. I'll love you forever. I'm sorry.

i still know all the lyrics to alohaha, even a year later. we never did get to coast down the cascade lakes highway at sunset with it playing while softly singing along about broken hearts and metaphors of flowers, but i think it's probably for the best. too many painful memories already

I think you're simply incredible even though i dont know you very well it feels...different. I hope I am not being irrational or dramatic and you feel the same.

You thought you were a sociopath, but you were just a pathetic incel who chased a girl who didn’t love him.

All this time has passed and still you’re the only person I could want. And I fucking hate it more than anything. I wonder if I linger in any of the albums we listened to that you’ll show her now. I wonder if the shape of my voice is reminiscent in any of the melodies.

- Please don’t forget me. Or maybe you will. And I’ll just have to be okay with that.

i’m always gonna love you, my stinky. to the moon and to saturn <3

i’m glad we’re friends but i wish things had worked out with us romantically. i’ve always liked you.

i would love you & spend the rest of my life with you if you let me, if you asked me to

i love you angel, i cant wait to surprise you

i wish you found the right one, that i found my true love

i think i was always in love with u, just scared

i still find it hard going to the mall,,

I just miss my friend so much but I wonder if you even miss me anymore

say the word and i will drop everything for you. it’s torture to see you and not have you.

i want you to believe that i am a kind person who cares about you

i miss my best friend.

I wish I told you that you hurt my feelings

I hope she makes you happier than I ever did .

why do you hate me.

i love you and i meant it when i said ill never forget you. always missing my best friend.

i always get so lost in your eyes, it's like theyre telling me sweet things to my heart. i love you

Soren, I know your stupid, beautiful brown eyes wouldn't look on here but still, I really like you.

just know i’m here for you always.

i don't think i will ever stop being in love with you. i hope you're happy with someone else someday

when i saw you for the first time, i got butterflies in my stomach. i should have met you first

i love you so much you could never even know

I miss you. Im sorry.

I still think of you

I wish I could tell you that I still love you.

i love you a lot did u know - :3

I want to love you through all the hard times

hello! please stop talking to me if you're not interested :( im starting to assume that you like me

i loved you truly, but i always knew it wouldnt work out.

i’m obsessed w u and idk why

You were a wonderful experience.... seen from the other side of the classroom

Take care

I miss what we were but I think you know how bad it really was. I love u I miss u all of it hurts

I miss you so much it almost killed me.

i helped you because i like you and i thought you like me to

For some reason I hope every notification is you, almost 3 years later and I miss you

I’ll love you more than you’ll ever know. I hope I never lose you

I wish you would tell me what was going on, it pains me to see you in the condition your in pancake.

I daydream of brushing my fingers through your hair. This ache never leaves.

the most accursed thing to my life i have to live with is that i'm always going to love you

You’re the reason why the stars shine so brightly, because even they envy your perfect smile.

i love u so much :( i hope you're not playing w my feelings

i still care about you, always will, but i don't think we can be friends.