Do you remember the day I asked you to be my gf? I wish we could relive that day because I miss it so much.

What about what I need? Will you be able to give me that in the future? What about not judging me for how I'm healing? Everything's about you. You always said that you put me first when in reality that was a lie. It wasn't just the cheating that hurt me. It was the also the lying and the manipulating. You didn't lie to me because you were afraid the truth would hurt my feelings. You lied to me because you were afraid the truth would provoke me to make decisions that wouldn't serve your best interests. If you genuinely want to be there for me in the future, admit all these things and prove that your actions can speak louder than your words.

I wanted to use this forum as a way to get my feelings out when I had urges to text you. It's not me being petty. I hope one day you realize how much I was willing to give you. And how foolish it was for you to throw it all away. I know you said that you didn't know it was going to happen, but you did it anyways. It wasn't a mistake, Christa. It was a choice. And you knew that choice would hurt me. My heart has shattered, and a piece of it will always belong to you. But I know I'll be a better person because of this. And I'll be the one that got away. Take care. xoxo

I look forward to the day when I'm ready to see you again. Genuinely. I hope both of us will eventually heal and learn from this.

With love,
Xixi

I still think of you every morning when I wake up, and every night when I go to bed.

Hope u had a great christmas and everything with ur fam is well. Ly

Everyday i miss you more and more, i wish we weren’t so complicated, ill never stop loving you tho

I will forever regret losing you. You were my one true love

the most beautiful sound, feeling, smell, taste

It’s your turn to reach out

i love you and thank you for being my best friend since the beginning.

You were the stars in my night sky, and it's been dark ever since you left

i love you with all my heart, always have and always will, i promise

The feeling will always be mutual. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of u. I miss u

I wish I couldn’t feel you and your intense emotions, still being able to read u and feel u hurts

I never forgot our promise, but I dont think that I can keep it

Why do you still write these?

Keep thinking about you but don’t know how u feel

I’ll love you forever

Hey pookie. Life wouldn’t be the same without your smile.You mean the world to me.I Love you! ❤️