i guess it’s time i let go of what we had. but i’ll always remember the good memories, and i’m finally starting to be okay with that. i hope we can make new memories as friends, when we’re ready. i’ll always care for you, cass.

my arms constantly ache for you the longer we go from not talking. you still kiss me like you love me

6 months . are those feelings coming back , are you finally realising me . are you finally noticing me . after a year , that’s what it took ? i’m grateful ♥️

hi cass ! it feels like we’ve been drifting a bit and that makes me sad :/ i know we’ll never stop being friends but i miss all of our old memories so much and i don’t know if i did something to make you dislike me or not. i just wanted to say that no matter what you’ll always be my best friend and i’ll always love you so much even though i don’t say it enough. i always want us to be close and i always want you in my life. xo

I miss you so much. I wish we could go back years ago when we spent every day together and things weren't so complicated.

When you told me you liked him, my heart shattered. He doesn't like you back looool you still gotta realize that.

um, if its you i think under here please stop thinking about me. you gave me so much trauma do not wait for me. i wont come back to you im happy with my s/o. also?you werent my first love just my first s/o. you damaged me so badly fuck OFF i still get anxious thinking of you and you dont think you did anything wrong. also, i blocked your number never ask my friends about me again, its weird.

I'm sorry that I'm literally so jealous of you. I really try not to be but in a lot of ways you're everything I wish I was. I'll never let it affect our friendship but it always makes me doubt myself around you and feel like you don't really like me

I miss you. I'll probably never understand why you just gave up. I wish we could start over. It has been more than 2 months. Please come back

Hey I know that you have alway wanted to tell people your feeling but you never had a change. So it is a sign to do it NOW.

there’s something i lied about. it wasn’t love for you but it was love for me. i fell in love that night on ft.

there’s something i lied about. it wasn’t love for you but it was love for me. i fell in love that night on ft.

there’s something i lied about. it wasn’t love for you but it was love for me. i fell in love that night on ft.

there’s something i lied to you about. it wasn’t love for you but it was love for me. i fell in love that night on ft.

there’s something i lied to you about. it wasn’t love for you but it was love for me. i fell in love that night on ft.

Not my first love, just my first real best friend. And also my last. It hurts but I don’t regret anything.

i would send you this if i had the guts. i just wanted to say happy new year and that i have no hard feelings between us. i’m sending you positive energy for 2021 and i appreciate all the memories we’ve had together in 2020. i just wanted to start with a clean slate. i’ve grown a lot in the last month in terms of my mental health and my mindset. i wanted to apologize for how i handled things and i wanted to say i wish you the best and so much happiness whatever happens between us. :) i hope you’re doing well

i feel like i can’t trust you. what you did to me was awful and the fact that you manipulated me after into thinking it was my fault hurts me more than you know. at least i own up to being toxic sometimes.

I didn’t know I was gay until after we stopped being close. With you time stopped. I can’t remember a time I didn’t smile when I was with you. I mean we had those moments when touches lingered and shit like that. I was just scared. Some days I wish I could back just so I could see you and laugh with you. But most of the time I can’t. I think I pushed you away after what happened. I felt betrayed. And I’m still hurt. Because I wish I had known sooner I loved you. I just want to hold your hand one more time.

i feel like things have changed between us. i miss you. i really don't want to lose you. you mean everything to me. i hope that we're okay. this sucks.

Cassidy you are one of my best friends I honestly don't know where I would be without you, even though we’ve been having a hard time with our friendship i still love you

You treated me like shit. You only talked to me when it was good for you or about you. You lost me forever as if I would want to be ur friend again!

hey b, i love you lots but it makes me sad that I'm always ur 2nd choice. things are just off with us and idk why but I can tell I'm losing you. It was fun while it lasted ig.

you make me so angry sometimes. you try to justify your shitty behavior all of the time but really you’re just mean. sometimes, you’re unbearable to be around because i know that all you’re going to do is say something hurtful. nobody can tell you any of this either because you’ll just immediately blame your mental illness. stop being a bitch and reevaluate yourself

i'm just gonna keep writing these because they're therapeutic. we ended things today. i wish you nothing but the best and i hope that if the time is right soon maybe our paths will cross. i'm sending love for you from the universe. right person, wrong time. i miss you already. but this is for the best.

this hurts. and deep down i miss spending time with you. with you i felt safe. like nothing else could hurt me. i truly never felt that way with anyone else. if i'm being honest, i'm heartbroken. but it's not your fault. i know we did the right thing. but sometimes that's what hurts the most. i wish things were different. i wish that we had met at a different time. but i know that the universe does things for a reason. you always said you were here to help people grow. and you've helped me. i know things will be okay.

i know we aren't friends anymore and i will forever and always love you. but i'm doing better now i think, and i hope you are too.

i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me. I’m just afraid that you don’t feel the same. I’d rather not know if that’s the case. Thank you for always sticking by my side all these years. ?

I was just trying to protect you. You’ll never see it that way, but I didn’t want you hurt the same way I was. I’m sorry.

I know you'll probably never see this but im sorry boo. I feel like 12 years down the drain. im so sorry. I was insensitive and stupid and I love you so please come back. I miss boo. I miss my best friend. im sorry I fucked up so badly.

Hey..ik youre not going to read this but i want you to come back. You were my happy place and person no matter what my friends said about you i never cared what they had to say cuz you made me feel the way i felt and i still feel this way 7 months later. Please stop playing with my emotions i dont wanna joke around and be friends again i wanna be more i wanna go on cute dates again and be everyones favorite couple. Im tired of crying over u i wanna cry in youre arms, i wanna cuddle and watch movies with a boy i used to love talking to 24/7. i stil smile when you call me .. i love you n i will still fight no matter how long it takes

i know i shouldn’t text you, and i know you probably don’t want to hear from me and honestly probably blocked but i really need you right now…

I KNOW THIS IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR AND I LIKE WRITING IN ALL CAPS. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND I KNOW THAT YOUR GOING TO TURN OUT TO BE AN AMAZING PERSON. MEOW

you invited yourself over and put me in a corner- i hope you apologize to me and we move past but we wont

thanks for the abandonment issues, ruining my perception of love, and leaving my mental health at its worst.

you make me so nervous.. hehe

i just want to know if you hate me. i'd hope not but some things you are simply never meant to know

maybe in the future? i would wait for you if you'd have me

am i that easy to leave

Please dont go so soon

you are my favorite person, nothing will change that. i love you.

I wish our time together never ended.

im sorry that im too scared to help you. ik that i say sorry a lot, but this time i really mean it

Why did it end?

i’m glad the world brought us back together. i love you darling

i'm glad the world brought us back together. i love you darling

I wish I said something sooner. I’m sorry. ily.

Is that what you really think about me?

I love you even when you make my heart hurt

you will reap what you sow