Unsent messages to CANCER

Fuck you. stop taking my grandma away from me. I can’t deal with another loss. Please stop getting worse. A miracle or anything. Just please. I’m begging you. I can’t take seeing her sick anymore. I can take the “you need to start preparing yourself” talks anymore. the “have you talked to grandma lately” talks. The “it’s starting to get worse again” i’m sick of it. I’m fucking sick of it. Stop. Please.