From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 31, 2024, 5:29 am UTC
I hate you so much but I deeply miss kissing you.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 21, 2024, 2:53 am UTC
i wish you loved me the way you love her.
i thought we were good
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 20, 2024, 5:44 am UTC
I hope the things are like that for a reason and we're rlly interlinked.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 16, 2024, 5:13 am UTC
Why couldn’t we be all in at the same time? I miss you.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 16, 2024, 5:12 am UTC
You leave my mind for a time but always return. I still feel like I know every part of who you are.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 16, 2024, 4:25 am UTC
I thought I was over what happened. I couldn’t do that twice. You had me. Please get out of my head.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 15, 2024, 4:43 pm UTC
even though we aren’t really great friends anymore, you were the best friend I could’ve asked for.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: May 4, 2024, 8:49 pm UTC
you’re honestly just a horrible person. being insecure is not a good enough excuse
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: April 29, 2024, 5:43 am UTC
I finally found true happiness again, i miss our friendship... i wish you a happy life; drinks up.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: April 3, 2024, 1:14 pm UTC
Was it so easy for you to leave me that you could just tag-along when someone else did.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: March 18, 2024, 10:50 pm UTC
I won't mess it up this time. I promise.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: March 18, 2024, 7:14 pm UTC
I treated u poorly and I'm sorry. I was dealing with my own stuff. I hope u can forgive me someday.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: February 20, 2024, 8:12 pm UTC
maybe in another universe, you'll see yourself in the way i see you. you truly are wonderful.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: February 13, 2024, 4:28 pm UTC
im sorry and i love you. its us in another lifetime
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: February 3, 2024, 11:26 pm UTC
Sometimes I feel like I still like you. I like who you are and what you’re interested in
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: January 25, 2024, 5:30 pm UTC
it still hurts me that I miss you so much but see you everyday. I hope one day we r friends again
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: January 11, 2024, 8:03 pm UTC
you’re such a beautiful soul, so unique. i like you so much and i really hope you wait for me.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 12, 2023, 3:56 pm UTC
i don’t know why you hate me and i don’t know why you hurt our friend but i hope you are okay
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 12, 2023, 2:17 pm UTC
Ill always choose you. I love you sweet boy. <3
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 11, 2023, 6:26 am UTC
despite it all, you were something i could never come to regret loving
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 4, 2023, 11:21 am UTC
I hope sometimes you still think of me, I miss you and I’m sorry if I was ever a bad friend to you.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 2, 2023, 11:22 am UTC
i miss your presence but not our arguments
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 2, 2023, 5:44 am UTC
I forgive you. Here is to continuing life without one another. We just didn’t work.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: October 27, 2023, 11:47 am UTC
sometimes, i go back to the beginning and imagine if we loved like normal people, could you imagine?
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: September 26, 2023, 8:46 am UTC
Oh, it’s been a year now… do you ever think of me?
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: August 31, 2023, 4:06 am UTC
why am i so scared when i know you’re interested?
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:03 pm UTC
i love u so much please never forget that <3
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:18 am UTC
i miss you even though i shouldn’t. i miss hearing your laugh, hearing your voice, everything. if you ever feel lonely or bored feel free to call me.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:42 pm UTC
i'm sorry for everything that has happened. i know that we don't talk anymore and i miss you a lot. you understood me very well and were always there for me and my problems, and made me laugh in any situation. i j wanted to say thank u for everything and feel free to reach out
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:55 pm UTC
Your manipulation destroyed my sense of trust. But after three years, I think I'm finally getting better.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: December 31, 2020, 10:27 am UTC
sometimes i miss you, but i dont miss the mistreatment, and in the end there was no difference between the two.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: December 22, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
When you left us, I thought it was something that I did, someone in our friend group did. Turns out, I still don’t know the answer. I’ve been meaning to talk to you about it, but you’re always changing the topic, through text and in person. I’d rather have a hurtful answer than left wondering. I feel like we’re not close anymore, you abandoned us without any explanation. I had to find out not through you, but through one of your new friends. I remember on the few days when I didn’t show up to the lunch table you called me a b*tch. Well, guess who never shows up at all anymore? And on your actual birthday. Your friend asked if another person and I were invited. You were whispering something to your friend. Seemed pretty sketchy, but I paid no mind to it at first. I can recall many other things, but all I know is that you don’t have time for us anymore. As our interactions shortened, the more I’ve thought about our friendship of 5 years, 6 if you count last year. We’re slowly going back to strangers again. It feels weird knowing that your once best friend becomes a stranger to you, knowing little secrets and everything about you. I’m still really hurt. And it isn’t just me who’s hurt. Since we’re about to graduate and go our separate ways, this year will be our last Christmas. Not together, obviously, but gift wise. Have fun with your new friends that you’ve been going out a lot with during quarantine. Don’t talk to me anymore, because I’m done wondering.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: December 18, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
I’m sorry and I miss you. But I’m realizing it’s ok that it’s time to move on, sometimes the things that connect us aren’t there anymore and it’s ok.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:19 pm UTC
Aunque nunca lo has sabido siempre te he querido, desde el primer momento que te vi me gustĂł todo de tĂ, tu manera de ver las cosas, tu personalidad tan tranquila, tu manera de emocionarte por las cosas que te gustan. Y lo escribo aquĂ porque todavĂa no tengo el valor de decĂrtelo, pero quiero que sepas que aunque no te des cuenta me has ayudado mucho y siempre serás mu importante para mĂ.?
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:45 pm UTC
TĂo son 3años casi y ya no aguanto más necesito decĂrtelo pero y si me juzgas te amo Miguel solo quiero que sepas eso
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:31 pm UTC
Me gustas des de hace unos meses y desearĂa q fueras bi para poder estar con migo. Todas esas veces q hemos quedado me dolĂa por q eres mi mejor amiga pero tenĂa ganas de decirte que te amo que amo tus locuras tus sonrisas y todo de ti ❤️
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:42 am UTC
I love you so much and you're the best friend I could ever ask for but every day I'm so scared you won't feel the same way and leave me too
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:43 am UTC
Lo siento linda lo nuestro nunca hubiera funcionado no eras la persona indicada ni la persona que creĂ conocer y ahora que lo veo realmente en el fondo no me agradas pero igual gracias por dejarme saber lo gay que soy uwu y mi nombre no es ese mi nombre es harper lamento no decĂrtelo
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:07 am UTC
damn i just want to be friends cause you still seam cool asl but stuff just got weird after elementary
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:00 am UTC
i hope he can make you happy like i did once. it hurts to let you go but i guess it's what's best for the both of us.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: November 2, 2020, 9:10 am UTC
You really broke my heart when you left but I’ll never tell you that bc I don’t want you to feel guilty.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: September 27, 2020, 8:34 am UTC
When I think about you and everything you did I get sick to my stomach. It’s a guilt on my part as well but an overwhelming sense of violation.
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: September 18, 2020, 2:58 am UTC
we were so perfect for eachother like soulmates but friends and you created the most toxic hostile friendship and because of you my trust issues, anxiety and depression have gone to shit. I hope that snake was worth it
From: ABC
To: carmen
Date: September 14, 2020, 1:30 pm UTC
i like you so much i’m terrified.
i’m praying to some god i don’t believe in that you’re the one who stays