Unsent messages to CALUM
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:07 pm UTC
you’re my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night. but somehow even when we were together i was never that for you
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:21 pm UTC
Callie- chan you should know who this is from. I really wanted us to work more than anything. I tried sooo hard with you and you didn't see that. I wish you would of tried harder to keep me. You needed to be the bigger person because I can't. I really liked you, more than I like to admit. I acted much more tougher than I actually am. I'm weak broken and prideful. I needed you to be better than me. I'm sad things ended. - your e-girl s.c aka a.r.c
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:58 am UTC
you liked her? you liked her the whole way through our relationship. every “i love you” wasnt for me..it was for her, you just couldn’t have her so you settled
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
I can’t get you out of my head. It’s wrong, but that just makes me want you even more. The way you smile reaches your eyes when you’re happy, your stupid little jokes that you laugh at before you can even say them, the way you sing quietly under your breath when you hear a song you love. It all steals my breath away. But I’ll keep it quiet.
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:33 am UTC
bruh what are the chances of this actually happening. did i manifest you or something? either way i’m happier, makes school a bit more bearable, and life a bit more worth living. just out of the blue. thank you
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: November 16, 2020, 12:22 pm UTC
i still think of you a lot, i really wish we could’ve made things work. i’m worried about you, this time of year always gets you down but i hope you’re okay. i will always love you & i will always be here. take care of yourself, ?.
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: November 3, 2020, 11:43 pm UTC
This is me letting you go. I have loved you every single day for the last 3 years. You left me. You cheated on me. You lied to me. You manipulated me. But I stayed and I loved you through it all. And the worse thing... I'd let you do it again.
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: October 18, 2020, 2:34 pm UTC
We were young and i didn’t care enough. So he left me. I think about him a lot and how different we are nowadays.
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: October 2, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
i always looked out for and defended you. i took the blame when i never meant you any harm. now, you’ve intentionally tried to hurt me so many times that i don’t care anymore. move on and fuck off
From: ABC
To: calum
Date: September 25, 2020, 11:37 pm UTC
it’s unfortunate how everything happened, just know i’ll always care for you. look after yourself my sweetheart.
