i feel like i’m losing you. we’ve been so close for so long and i hate that it’s not the same anymore. i want my best friend back. i know you don’t want to hang out with some of my new friends but i just want us to be close forever.

I still like you, like a lot. I tried to suppress my feelings for you but that shit didn’t work. I wish everything was perfect and we could get back together

When are you coming back dipshit, but just know I am waiting for you and don't hesitate reaching out. I made a promise to always be there for you so I am. Talk soon :)

I forgot to say, I hope your anxiety is doing better and your dad too. This will be the last message I am sending. It's been almost a year since you cut me off but that's okay. If we were meant to be we would have been by now (still think we are meant to be tho)(nah jk jk you cant force anything if not both people are willing too), saying by BILLIE THE QUEEN EILLISH. greetings, challas

hi, cait. you know deep down who this is. i want you to be mine, i want to give you every single star in the night sky. see ya.

I still have not moved on and I don't know how too. Everytime I think I have moved on I find myself snapping back. Never felt a connection so deep with someone before and that's probably why it takes so long to move on for me. I hope you are happier now without me and I am glad you chose for yourself when you broke up with me. May your life be filled with blessings :)

i miss you so fucking much

i really thought that we had something

wether it be as a relationship or just a friendship

as long as it was with you i didnt care

but life just doesn't work out how you would like it to i guess

i live in constant fear that i am too much for you and i dont know how to express how much you mean to me because i dont want you to take it the wrong way

well. im bi. i know we joke about that but i am. i don't like you or anything but i don't want to tell you because i feel like it's gonna ruin our friendship so yeah

what even happened to us? we were best friends and it all went downhill that one summer. even though 2 years have passed and we apologized, we will never get back what we use to have. i love you caitlin. i really do. and it hurts me knowing i'll never have you in my life in that way again. i miss you and want more than an annual birthday text, please come back to me, you were my best friend.

I don’t tell anyone about you. I hope you still have that t shirt. And that laugh- my god, your laugh. I’m sorry I ruined it all.

I was too in love to see you were using me. I know you're happy now but know that I could've loved you forever

To cait, I love u so much. Thank u for being such a real down to earth person who always looks after me and makes me smile when I’m sad. U are beautiful inside and out and I’m so glad we have become friends. Ngl I was a bit scared of u when we first met but I’m so happy we are close now, ur so kind, funny and insanely stunning pls teach me how to look like u. Lots of love, M xxx

I will always love you... and although we may have drifted apart, I will always cherish the time we spent together. You’re my forever, even if I am not yours.

i can’t sleep because all i can think about is you. you are my autumn, you are my orange english light. god, i wanna be yours, so, so bad. please give me a sign that you want me too.

you are so toxic. you lead people on and manipulate everyone you come into contact with. i hate you. i hate you so much for everything you've done to me and my friends. i have a list of things you have done. 58 reasons as to why you are practically satan. why are u like this? i don't understand. help me understand. how does being like this benefit you? how does this make you feel good about yourself? being homophobic, racist and just plain mean. you're worthless. I HATE YOU

i will wait the rest of my life for you. I’m sorry.

You’ll never know how much I thought about you, but that’s ok

I love you so much but I know you love him not me

You know you need to break up with him.

You'll forever be someone that I care for. You were precious to me, even if I didn't show it well.

I cut you off to stop you from getting dragged into the mess I'm in, sorry.

I wish I didn't send that message, I wish I could've been better. I miss you.

I draw you all the time... I think you might be the most beautiful person on earth

everything about you is perfect. i want you so badly but I don’t know if you feel the same way

know your worth.

You're my best friend and I love you, but you're also everything I want to be and I hate you for it.

i wish i met you when we were 15. you’re the only one who gets it. life hurts less now

maybe it’s over but you played a very important role in my life and you still do…thank you for that

i wish you would talk to me. and i wish i knew the last time we talked would be the last time.

I wish that I could love you like you love me.

Everything sucks, but you’re cool enough to make up for it.

you really hurt me, and then just expect me to keep contact like nothing happened? no way.

I never thought you of all people could hurt me so badly, but I still want to call you my friend

I love you so much I always think about you and you make me happier than Iv ever been

It’s been a while since we became “just friends,” but my heart still cries for you.

are you trying to push me away?

you’re my truest platonic love

You are the best thing in my life.After years my love has not gone & I hope it never will.

I love u girl. I'm better now.

i miss you loads, i love hanging out with you, i can’t wait to ask you to be my girlfriend <3

I still mourn you as my best friend, forget the 4 years, what about the 10?

I love what we had, but I wish we just kept it as friends. I miss talking to you.

I miss you sm and I’m so sorry

you treated me like dirt the entire time I knew you but despite that I still miss you

As much as I don’t mean it please never come back to me

i miss you every single day, cat. i don’t think it’ll ever go away.

All i wanted was a birthday text from you...i hope life is treating you well

you were my longest friend. i can’t believe you’d do that and act like it was nothing.

I can’t decide whether to hate you or keep hurting