Unsent messages to CAITLIN

To cait, I love u so much. Thank u for being such a real down to earth person who always looks after me and makes me smile when I’m sad. U are beautiful inside and out and I’m so glad we have become friends. Ngl I was a bit scared of u when we first met but I’m so happy we are close now, ur so kind, funny and insanely stunning pls teach me how to look like u. Lots of love, M xxx

what even happened to us? we were best friends and it all went downhill that one summer. even though 2 years have passed and we apologized, we will never get back what we use to have. i love you caitlin. i really do. and it hurts me knowing i'll never have you in my life in that way again. i miss you and want more than an annual birthday text, please come back to me, you were my best friend.

i live in constant fear that i am too much for you and i dont know how to express how much you mean to me because i dont want you to take it the wrong way

hey bby,
who knows if you’ll ever this this. i want you to know that i love you and i’m so proud of you. you’re my best friend and have gotten me through the hardest times. i hope you know that. he’s stupid for not loving you. forever my girl

i can’t sleep because all i can think about is you. you are my autumn, you are my orange english light. god, i wanna be yours, so, so bad. please give me a sign that you want me too.

I was too in love to see you were using me. I know you're happy now but know that I could've loved you forever

I still have not moved on and I don't know how too. Everytime I think I have moved on I find myself snapping back. Never felt a connection so deep with someone before and that's probably why it takes so long to move on for me. I hope you are happier now without me and I am glad you chose for yourself when you broke up with me. May your life be filled with blessings :)

hi, cait. you know deep down who this is. i want you to be mine, i want to give you every single star in the night sky. see ya.

i feel like i’m losing you. we’ve been so close for so long and i hate that it’s not the same anymore. i want my best friend back. i know you don’t want to hang out with some of my new friends but i just want us to be close forever.

you are so toxic. you lead people on and manipulate everyone you come into contact with. i hate you. i hate you so much for everything you've done to me and my friends. i have a list of things you have done. 58 reasons as to why you are practically satan. why are u like this? i don't understand. help me understand. how does being like this benefit you? how does this make you feel good about yourself? being homophobic, racist and just plain mean. you're worthless. I HATE YOU

I will always love you... and although we may have drifted apart, I will always cherish the time we spent together. You’re my forever, even if I am not yours.

i miss you so fucking much

i really thought that we had something

wether it be as a relationship or just a friendship

as long as it was with you i didnt care

but life just doesn't work out how you would like it to i guess

You were the closest person to me then you changed I wish more then anything you could go back to your old self but I know that will never happen again. I miss you.