Unsent messages to CAELAB

I love that you’ll stay on the phone with me till I’m sleeping. Even though sometimes it’s not long enough (ง'̀-'́)ง

I love the way you are with Harley. Listening to you two talk is the cutest thing ever. I love that you adore him and ask about him. It makes me so so happy

I love when you talk about your future. I love hearing about the stuff you want to do and the things you want to accomplish

I’m sleeping in my mums bed right Now because I know if I was by myself I wouldn’t stop crying. I can’t lose you caelab. You mean so much to me

I’m sorry for being so in love with you that I get jealous at every single thing. I try to stop but I just can’t

I feel like you’re embarrassed off me. I don’t know why. I don’t know how I can be better. I was trying so hard. I was trying for you. I thought I was being better, clearly not

Do you not see how much I like you? How much I love you?? How obsessed I am with you?? You’re so perfect. I’m so scared you’ll find someone better and someone worth your time because Im not. I’m not worth arguing for

I wish you could see how excited I get when I wake up to a message from you. It’s just nice to think that you could be thinking about me. I hope you do

I hate hate hate messaging you first because I feel like I’m just being clingy and I don’t ever want you to think that way about me. I sit and hope that you’ll message me and if you do I’ll always try and wait a couple of minutes before replying so I don’t look too desperate

Idk why I always feel like I’m not good enough for you. I always try and change myself but it’s like nothing I do works?