Hey, I wish I could go back to the moment I told you that I loved you. And be so much more carefull with you. I would try to be less toxic and clingy. Loving you was the best choice I ever made. I just completely messed up. I know I told you that im over you but im not and I dont think I ever will be. I just wanted you to act normal again. I love you, I just want you to be happy. Even if thats with him. Cus then ill be too. But you were my first on many stages and I'd always be stupid enough to go right back to you
I love you to the moon and back.

I'm really sorry things went that way because of my fault, you'll still be my first everything.