You are the most confusing person I’ve ever had feelings for. It’s like our souls connected but you decided to ignore it. The few sweet moments we shared I’ll keep forever. I’ll just accept a lukewarm acquaintanceship for now.

you used me and manipulated me in so many different ways, you used my love for you against me, and hurt me so badly so many times and i continue to go back to you over and over again, i still check my stories to see if you saw them, check my likes to see if you liked them, check my messages to see if you texted me back and its always a dissapointing outcome. i loved you with everything i had, and you destroyed me but i continue to love you

You're still my person. You'll be my person today, tomorrow, and the next day. You've never stopped being my person. No matter how many times you hurt me. No matter how many times you've broken my heart over and over again. I wish I could just look into your blue eyes one more time and just say goodbye. I know if I ever saw you though, I'd start right back at square one. I hope you're happy now because when you left me, you took all my happiness with me and you took the old maddie with you... which is why there is a new maddie now. You can't hate the new maddie when you took the old maddie. I lost myself completely when you left me. You continue to hurt me and I will always go back to you. I wish I could go back in time and experience my happiness for 5 minutes with you because with you, I was always on cloud 9... I just want to remove you from my mind completely. Never think about you again. Never hear your name, never want to speak to you, never want to rant to you. I want to forget everything you put me through, I want to forget all the happiness. I want to forget it all to remove the pain you have put on me. I love you, but I can't keep loving you. The more I love you and make you out to be a person you are no longer, the more I hurt myself with this false image. I'm sorry. I love you.

I know we’ve both moved on. I just want you to know I’ll always love you, in some way. Eternally.

you’ll always be my first love. I’ll love you forever l, but Im letting go now.

You made me feel loved for the first time. It's the first love for me, first everything.

i miss you. i’m ready now, im just too late. i want us to work so badly.

I’m sorry for going on that break I just wasn’t in the right headspace to love someone