Unsent Messages

You're still my person. You'll be my person today, tomorrow, and the next day. You've never stopped being my person. No matter how many times you hurt me. No matter how many times you've broken my heart over and over again. I wish I could just look into your blue eyes one more time and just say goodbye. I know if I ever saw you though, I'd start right back at square one. I hope you're happy now because when you left me, you took all my happiness with me and you took the old maddie with you... which is why there is a new maddie now. You can't hate the new maddie when you took the old maddie. I lost myself completely when you left me. You continue to hurt me and I will always go back to you. I wish I could go back in time and experience my happiness for 5 minutes with you because with you, I was always on cloud 9... I just want to remove you from my mind completely. Never think about you again. Never hear your name, never want to speak to you, never want to rant to you. I want to forget everything you put me through, I want to forget all the happiness. I want to forget it all to remove the pain you have put on me. I love you, but I can't keep loving you. The more I love you and make you out to be a person you are no longer, the more I hurt myself with this false image. I'm sorry. I love you.