From: ABC
To: Riku
I see your name every day. I miss you. I can't believe you don't miss me. My heart hurts every day, I think of you non-stop but I can't cry because of these anti-depressants. I loved you like no one before, I was in hospital for 2 months because I couldn't bear this pain. Please come back, even if it's just to talk. We don't even have to date. I miss you. I still love you. I miss your dog and your cat. I miss your smile and your cuddles, your kisses, especially your forehead kisses. They were the best. I'm sorry for everything, I miss you so much. Finland was amazing.
From: ABC
To: Riku
I really loved you, I just had a hard time expressing it.
U are such a nice and funny person. hope u dont hate me now.
From: ABC
To: Riku
I wish i could take all of your pain for myself just for you to be okay