I’m sure I will spend the rest of my life loving you. I will compare everybody I meet to you. I will often dream about you, and always think about you. I’ll always wonder “what if?”, “why not?” and just “why?”. I should hate you, but to do that I’d have to stop loving you.

Why's it so hard to get over you and how are you ok without me? I never wanted to hurt you, I wanted to fix you but instead you broke both of us. I know you didnt mean to. I still love you and always will. I dont know how to forget about us and what we had and live each day without you. But I'll try, since you dont wanna be with me anymore.

I feel empty lately idk what it is I just have no effort and no emotion , I've not been on my phone in two days nobody noticed x

i still don’t understand why you always said that you never want to hurt me but that’s all you ever did

I know this is your favorite color so I thought I'd use this one. Every time I cry I find myself feeling better and better. I know I did love you very much but you couldn't love me the way I needed to be loved. The memories are gonna haunt me and I'll never forget you. But we just cant go backwards and its sad but true. This feels like some twisted nightmare. I thought we would be forever or at least have years. We were so in love. But love wasn't enough. I know I will fall in love again. My love is what made you special. One of the hardest things is knowing that you've touched me. The feeling of you lingers on my skin. I feel a weight lifted off of me yet somehow I'm mourning. I know in time I will be ok. But until then I'll keep writing and you'll keep realizing what you lost. I know it hasn't registered for you and when it does you'll want to come back. But you had your chance and you broke my trust. We can never go back. Those memories are still gonna follow me like a ghost. The empty promises lingering in my mind. But I will forget the hurt one day and one day I'll be happy again. I'm taking all the energy I put into you and putting it into God and my future instead. Who needs you when I have The Creator of the universe to help me. That's so comforting to me. At least now I can say I experienced young love. I'm grateful for you and everything you taught me. To anyone reading this, give your brokenness to God. Even if you don't believe in the christian God, just try. It helps. Anyways, I'm growing up, I'm getting stronger, I'm following God'd plan. Wouldn't be here without you, puppy. Thank you for everything. Love ya,
Darby.
PS- you found me, if you think this is for you it probably is. But don't contact me. Let me go. I'm home with the Father once again, I should've never drifted.

You have to let me go, please. I’ll always answer your phone calls and that’s the problem. Please let me go

i should have left the day you begged me to stay because in the end you were the one that ended up leaving me and i never recovered from it

Okay so basically I like you. I wish you would tell me you like me too cause I think I wanna marry you.

The whole time we knew each other, I was fully aware that you were just using me, but I liked you so much that I let myself be ok with it.

You were my life line. the reason i wanted to live. Meeting you changed me. but now youre gone. you dont want me. you want her. ill always love you B

You were so bad for me. I did love you and I saw a future with you, but damn why did you treat me like that ? You were so controlling, got mad if a guy hit me up even though I told you and did absolutely nothing wrong, you even cheated on me and got with her a day after we broke up. You made me feel stupid, and I hope you realize how wrong it was of you to treat me like shit.

You will always hold a special place in my heart. When I think of you, I smile. Thank you for the memories.

Two souls don't meet by accident. I know you're going to do great things, and I will always care for you

You lied to me and told me that you actually cared about me when you didn't. i never want to experience that heartbreak ever again.

you self-centered bastard. you lied to me and told me that you cared about me while you still talked to you "ex" gf. You made be genuinely believe that we would be together. I haven't ever liked someone as much as i liked you. I have never felt heartbreak the way that you made me feel and i never hope to see your face or hear your voice ever again. I genuinely hope the Faith is doing well but you...you can go to hell.

You came into my life when I needed it most. You saved me. But I cant tell you my true feelings because I don't want to ruin our friendship

you ment everything to me and then you went and cheeted on me after you pinky promised you would never sorry i want good enough for u

I love you. I know that I always will. I still want to be with you, no one else makes me feel the way you do. I love you more than words can decribe.
I miss you. please come back

Freshmen year was rough bro. I still like you and I always will, even though you were toxic as FUCK. I hate that you have a gf. It hurts me every damm day. It hurts to see you hug her and be with her. I hope you found your person. Thank you for everything. You will always mean so much to me.

Things are getting a bad again and I can feel myself getting mean. You’ll be back soon and I am afraid you’ll want to talk. I don’t want to talk. All you do is hurt me whether you mean to or not

I wish you just told me how you felt without hurting me. We didn’t know each other very long but I miss you, I’m sorry too.

Ha ha. Fuck you. I ask for boundaries and I get blocked? As if I haven’t been there for you for six years? Whenever I ask for anything the fucking world has to stop turning.

i don’t know if you’ll ever see this but i hope you know i really would’ve done anything for you. i don’t understand why you just left me like that, why’d you say all those things just to turn around and leave me for someone else. i thought you wanted this too, you told me you did. i thought i could trust you. you were one of my best friends and i knew this would hurt if it didn’t last but i never imagined it would be this bad. i just hope in another life we’re together and happy like it was supposed to be. i hope you know if you came back i’d take you back in heartbeat. i know i shouldn’t, but i would.

please stop texting me it hurts too much to see your name on my phone screen. you made the choice to leave me, so don’t text me and act like nothing ever happened. Don’t act like we’re still friends, friends don’t do the things we did.

I hope you find your happiness and I hope you get to do everything you’ve ever wanted in this life. I’m so sorry I hurt you.

You were a mistake in my life. A lesson nothing more nothing less. I often wished I was with someone else when I was with you. How is it that someone can feel so alone with their lover right beside them?

You broke me in a way that I didn’t even know was possible and the thought of your name still makes me sick to my stomach

You broke me in a way that I didn’t even know was possible and the thought of your name still makes me sick to my stomach

i miss you so much. i wish i could go back in time and change something i did. wish we were still together, but ik it’s for the best:(

I know this is your color. I know you have 500 days of summer. I know you named the koala Nigel. I know that I'm deeply and madly in love with you. But I still don't know if you truly love me or if you're just in it for sex. And it breaks my heart to say that. Maybe one day I'll ask you to your face.

I truly care about you and I hope you’re doing well. I won’t forget the way you kissed my forehead. Maybe it was nothing, but I always felt you were supposed to be in my life in some way

i miss you sm and your fishing stories, please come back and let’s try once again?

I remember when I made my first painting for you, hardly blinking out of passion and love for you.

I really do wish we could last, if not i wish nothing but happiness for you.

I still see you as my knight in shining armor. It’s why I can’t let go. You make things better

I apologize for how I treated you, but I hope you understand there were a lot of things you did also

we were better off as nothing.

maybe in another universe, you cared about me more as more than your competition.

we couldve been friends still if we talked it out that day.

i never deserved you. i hope you find someone and have the happiest life with them.

I dream about you a lot;I love it b/c it’s the only time I see you. Wish you were still in my life.

i miss you. you broke my soul into pieces and i still miss you. i don’t want to hurt anymore.

I still think of you all the time even tho I shouldn’t. I miss you. Is orange still your favorite?

You aren’t bad for me despite what you think. You’re the only man I feel safe with. Pls fix this

i dont remember your number anymore

maybe in another life time

i will always love you. Love you, Miss you, Mean it.

if anyone really wants to know me, they'd have to know your name first

seeing you made my skin feel like it was on fire.

i miss you. our story wasn’t finished