Unsent messages to BOBBY
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:11 pm UTC
No matter how kind you are to me, I will never forget those times you tried to drown me in your own problems
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
i knew i liked you when you would be on my mind 24/7, i would get butterflies when you texted me. i really wanted to do more with you then just have sex.. i wanted a family with you. this went on for years, i would always talk about you. i hated how you only came around at night.. late at night. i would always go with you because i thought that maybe you´ll change your mind. finally its been over 2 years now & im finally over you. it took so long to realize that you didnt like me or didnt want anything with me but sex.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:07 am UTC
You really broke me kid.. I never thought I would become so heartless after you. I never thought I could love anyone again after the pain you put me through. If anything, I am not upset with you.. nor do I hate you.. I am grateful you showed me the game, you showed me that I need to set my standards high, and you showed me that every microscopic piece of effort I put into you meant nothing! How could I tell my mom, the woman you made smile that you broke me.. how could I explain to my little sister that you made me feel like an idiot... Once again, I do not hate you.. if anything I applaud that you haven´t done the same to the redhead.. thank you for showing me how to play and thank you for turning me into my father... xoxo the girl you made heartless
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: November 14, 2020, 9:13 pm UTC
It takes everything in me not to call to hear your voice again. To tell you I hate you. I hate you so much I love you. Even after 6 months I think about you everyday. Even after everything you put me through. I’d be lying if I said I don’t picture what life would be like with you still in my. I do miss who I thought you were. This is goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: November 6, 2020, 8:26 pm UTC
I think you mistook me loving you for me being in love with you and I'm sorry if I was ever too much and made you feel weird. You said you didn't want to hurt me or for me to leave but I wasn't sticking around because I thought you had feelings for me, I've always known that those feelings, if they were ever there, died a very long time ago. I just genuinely love who you are as a person and was happy having you in my life in whatever capacity. I've always been ok with just being friends. I just want you to know that you always have someone rooting for you. I know talking about this isn't really our thing, which I understand. You can write me on here, call me, or just ignore this, I'll leave that up to you. Wishing you nothing but the best.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: November 6, 2020, 5:25 pm UTC
Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for simply being you. You’re amazing in every way and I wouldn’t change us for nothing. I love you dummy
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: October 21, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
I have no hard feelings that we don't talk anymore, I hope you know that. I truly believe everyone comes into our lives for a reason, but that doesn't mean that they have to stay for a long time and that's totally ok. I will always be grateful for our friendship and I'm always here if you need someone to lean on or to shoot the shit with. Wishing you all the best.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: October 14, 2020, 1:13 am UTC
why wasn’t i enough i tried but it was never good to you . Why did you always push things on me even when you knew i couldn’t.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: October 2, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
I cant describe what u put me through but at least now I’m better but I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t go back to u
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:03 am UTC
im not okay. im struggling. but don’t worry because im trying to make it to the end of our month break because i still have hope but it’s just really hard and it’s testing my willpower and strength who knows maybe im just not strong enough or deserve it .its stupid but im just telling you how i really feel
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:35 pm UTC
i’m so in love with you and i don’t understand how you can not tell that i’m head over heels for you.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:27 pm UTC
3 years later and i still feel bad for messing up :( you were the right person for me just wrong timing
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: September 16, 2020, 2:08 am UTC
i didnt know how i felt about you till I was gone. why did you stop telling me things? we would've been good together.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:47 pm UTC
fuck you. i'll never forgive you for cheating my sister. i walked past you one time walking back from high school. i know you saw me. was so tempting to just yell at you.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: September 9, 2020, 3:04 am UTC
Where did this huge crush come from? What am I going to do about it? Have you noticed? I don't fucking know.
From: ABC
To: Bobby
Date: September 8, 2020, 2:08 am UTC
I hoped u would see me the way I saw u, but u could only look at her that way, and I’ve seen the way you’ve been hurt by her
