Unsent messages to BENJI
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: August 14, 2023, 11:22 pm UTC
I wanted to date but i knew you weren't invested
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: August 10, 2023, 8:56 am UTC
You would know if you put up a fight.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: August 9, 2023, 8:00 pm UTC
i miss you, please come back into my life
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: July 28, 2023, 1:57 am UTC
idk how to explain in words what i feel. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:47 pm UTC
Thankyou for being the best brother ever.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:47 am UTC
I’m at peace with the thought of u. Wish u the best.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:25 am UTC
I wish you would see me the way I see you
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: January 16, 2021, 8:41 am UTC
the part that hurts the most is, i know you never think of me.. you told me we can meet in time.. we didn’t. fuck i love u
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: January 12, 2021, 11:28 am UTC
I know what you wrote, I saw it hurts me not being able to be what you want me to be, ashes and snow right haha I will always love you
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:37 pm UTC
I don’t love you anymore, really, but sometimes I like to just think about you. I don’t know what it was about you, I really don’t... You were all I could think about for a two years straight. Even now I question if I still like you. I don’t though, I promise. Just please take care of yourself for me, would you?
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:42 am UTC
i love you. things aren’t going well rn. your really good at having secrets lol. rn especially. but it’s whatever, you make me happy. but you also put me in pain lol. but i’m in depression or something so i’m always hurt and i’m really sensitive but i’ll stay because i promised. and i will miss you. i’m not doing the same thing i did with jay. it sucked. lol. but just know i love you and i promise promise i will stay forever.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
It hurts thinking about how I missed my chance with you when you were still around. I can't help but wonder what we could have been. I still remember how it felt to be next to you, how you smelled, and how we made each other smile. I wonder if reading this makes you think of me. I hope we find each other again down the road. I will love you until then.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:33 pm UTC
I'm sorry for everything, I never meant to leave like that. When you said the word love, I got so scared and I fucked up. Even if you won't see this, I just want you to know that I still think about you.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: November 16, 2020, 3:27 am UTC
i still listen to cherry cola, it reminds me of you. of our memories together, talking all night. we were never physically together, but you were closer to me than any other person. i wonder if you know how much you impacted my life. looking back at those summers makes me smile. you are so important to me yet i am just a random girl you use to talk too. but i dont care, im just thankful to have had those times with you. thank you benji :)
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: October 18, 2020, 2:22 pm UTC
You have a perfectly happy and healthy life. Do not say you’ll take yours in effort to gain another. J
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: October 14, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
I liked you so much. More than you could ever imagine, but of course I was always second best to the pretty blonde.
From: ABC
To: Benji
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
I don’t even know why I liked you but what I do know is that once I knew I liked u, I couldn’t stop. It hurts to know you’ll never know I ever loved you. I hope you’re doing well. I hope your cats are doing well. I hope your friends are doing well. I’ll never forget about you.
