Unsent Messages

f u. rlly. seriously. you took a part of my heart I will never get back. You stole my first love from me and taught me the definition of heartbreak. Your the reason why U understand why they name hurricanes after people. u drew me in with your kindness knowing what you'll do to me. you silently broke me and then left right before I fell apart. A part of my heart will always be in your hands and I hate it. You need to give it back. This hole in my heart is not healing like everyone said it would. They said give it time. Its been three months I cant take it anymore. You're ruining me. Please. Please just give my heart back. I'm begging you. I need it. I need my heart to be full again. Do u wanna know something? Why I chose this sticky note to be blue? The night you told a really funny joke I cant even remember you were wearing a blue turtle neck sweater. This color. Maybe a little darker. I still remember. lol I hate this. I hate u. I wish I never met u.