Unsent messages to BEATRICE

our love broke my heart, and stopped yours.

I wish we could love like we used to but I fear you may not love me

you been on my mind since that party, should’ve tried earlier…

I had the biggest crush on you I wish I realised it at the time we were so young

my beloved, i will never, ever be mad at you. you are my angel, i forgive you. my soulmate

Never give up. You have it in you, I know you can do it. I believe in you Bea<3

i don’t remember your birthday. i could message you, but not the you i loved

you never understood the poem, did you?

If only you saw how much you meant to me

You made me feel stupid and it hurts, maybe we aren't best friends after all?

i will always love you and answer when you call. im sorry we’ve become strangers. let’s laugh again?

i hope one day we can try again and it’ll feel like we were never apart. you’re my person

I still don't know why i broke up with you

Im sorry if i treated you badly even tho you were the one who broke my heart really deep

ocean will run out of ink if it was before i could empty my heart about you.
I miss you

i miss you but ik we can never try again. wish i could go back in time. unblock me tho!!

to me, at least, you're still alive

You are next to me rg now letting me see what you love the most and i wish I could say everything.

i miss the days we were inseparable. i’d give anything to hug you again.

i like you alot..

it hurts cuz we didn't even say goodbye, we sort of just end

you will always be my muse.

I still cry everytime I think about you. Two years later. I didn’t see it then but you are my soulmate

it became more about boys and drama then us. i felt like i was one of the less important parts of your life, fading away while you told me about the latest time you gave head.

fuck I just remembered what I sent, I was high when I sent it forgive me, there's no way to delete it of course so let's pretend I didn't ok cool ??

I feel as though, If you ever actually see this, you'll know who it's from. I think you know much more than you say. I guess it's better left unsaid, for both of us, no matter how badly I've wanted to say something sometimes. I liked you so much for so long. I don't think I feel anything like that towards you anymore, sometimes I feel a slight pull of those old feelings, but I think that's just because I find it so hard to let go of things, of people, of feelings. That's probably why i liked you for so long. I should have just put it behind me, I knew you didn't like girls, I knew it would never work. I probably could have just let it go too, but also I couldn't. And I can't figure out if that was because of you, or my inability to move on from things. I'd imagine you're tired of all this from me, I've already written a song and put it up online, why can't I just leave it alone. I keep thinking about those walks outside with you, the mornings playing music. I taught myself that piece because of you, but the more I played it, in my mind it became more mine than yours, so I don't really play it anymore. I don't want it to mean nothing, I don't want to erase the time I spent up there with you, hearing that piece. Everything felt so possible back then, I convinced myself there was a chance, even if it was small. You would say things, do things that made me hope, but I know now I was just reading into things too much. I'm not sad anymore about it, just sad that we aren't as close as friends now but that's largely my fault I know. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not letting go sooner, and thank you for putting up with me and for being a really lovely friend. I miss you a lot, I hope I see you soon

my guy you are a fun sized fren but PACKED with all the good things (humour, kindness, intelligence etc) i admire you so much for being able to deal with so much bs that you dont deserve and im proud of you for literally everything you do because you and yzabelle are just freaking fantastic friends...

Hi if you see this then its me lmao i still like you i sent this 18.11 so akdjdjdiejwjdncieks you can guess who it is i just read you were reading them so why not try

I don’t see you as an enemy. If we don’t get along, well I guess that’s that. Frankly, I don't remember.

I fucking hate everything about you. Your a bitch that thinks she is shit just cuz she has a edit account.

I fucking hate everything about you. Your a bitch that thinks she is shit just cuz she has a edit account.

I thought we’d grow together, instead we grew apart. Remember that picture you doodled that I said looked shit? It’s one of my prized possessions

I wish I had the courage to tell you I was falling in love. I didn't want to lose you forever, though, so I stayed silent. We haven't met since. We are both girls, after all, and I was more than happy to just stay by your side. I like to think it was better this way, but the truth is I am a coward, and you were a light too bright for my eyes. You deserve all the happiness in life. If I could lift some pain from your lovely soul, I'd carry it with immense joy. Maybe one day we'll get in touch again, and we'll laugh about this together. For now, ti voglio bene.
E.