Unsent messages to BEA
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: October 1, 2023, 10:20 pm UTC
i never lied to you. you believing her hurt me more than anything and i miss you so so much
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: September 5, 2023, 5:02 pm UTC
You’ll never understand what you put me through
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: September 5, 2023, 5:00 pm UTC
You’ll never understand what you put me through
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: September 2, 2023, 6:41 am UTC
I still think abt u even after i left but im sorry for leaving
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: August 14, 2023, 5:56 pm UTC
You consume my thoughts.
I never want to stop kissing you.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: July 23, 2023, 5:56 am UTC
my heart pangs and yearns for i dont even know what anymore.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
i wish i could give you what you deserve
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:41 pm UTC
I wish I had more time to tell you how I feel about you
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: July 10, 2023, 9:30 am UTC
took no response as no. even so, i'm here if things ever change
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:12 am UTC
i would give anything for you. i dont know why im as infatuated with you as i am but you are the only thing i care about anymore. talking to you is the best part of my day and i would give anything to be with you. why couldnt you be closer why couldnt you be with me? i know youre lying about him but i dont care it doesnt matter i still love you. nothing you could say or do would change that. i love you and im sorry.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
i hope youre doing okay. i miss you, so much. i know i still see you u but we never talk anymore. i miss the way we used to be. 10 years huh? a long time. i want to be how we used to be but i know that it wont happen. I love you
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:54 pm UTC
you still like me even after I broke you twice, I don't understand it, why? what have I done that makes u like me sm? u deserve better
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:32 pm UTC
Hey sweetie, i know you`re going through a lot atm. I'm so sorry that he broke your heart. You'll get better! Trust me! I love you! You should too.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:23 am UTC
It’s sad to think how I would’ve dropped any and everything at one point in my life if you needed me, and you just left. No explanation or anything just completely stopped talking to me. I still think of you and how amazing it felt being in love, but what i didn’t see is that you didn’t love me. I thank you for all the great memories i had because of you, but i hate you for all of the memories where i felt like i wasn’t enough because of you.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:28 am UTC
I never wanted it to end but when it did it was like a page was torn out of my favorite book it hurt so bad but it was for the better so goodbye and take care of that page because it’s one of a kind
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: November 13, 2020, 12:32 am UTC
I think I like you but you probably haven't even thought of me in so long. We have nothing in common anymore.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:48 pm UTC
i wish i had never sent that first message, nothing good came out of us together. i guess that's what i get for caring about you.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:47 pm UTC
i wish i had never sent that message. then we never would have talked. and i wouldnt still be heartbroken. but i guess thats what i get for caring about you.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:41 pm UTC
thanks for messing me up. you told me that you loved me. my heart broke when i found out it was a lie. and i cant put it back together. i dont think i can love anymore. you hurt me. i hope someone someday does the same thing to you. i hope your heart breaks when you hear that they cheated on you and lied to you. and then youll finally know how you made me feel. unwanted and unloveable.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: October 17, 2020, 9:14 am UTC
Little by little I'm becoming the man you always needed me to be.
I want nothing more in life than to be acknowledged by you and earn your love and trust again.
No matter how long it takes I'll catch up to you.
No words exist currently to attest to how terrible I feel about how I treated you.
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: October 2, 2020, 8:47 am UTC
i love you so much and i kinda wish you loved me back. you will always be my storm and i hope that i can be your rainbow
From: ABC
To: bea
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:28 am UTC
im sorry i was so stupid, i wish things could’ve gone differently and we could still be friends. i would give anything to go back and change it all.
