hi baby blue, i’m thinking of you, but i can’t let you know that of course. you’ve moved on in your life and i’m happy for you. it still hurts knowing i had to lose you like i did. you were my soulmate, not a sister but a soulmate. you were my everything, and i hope one day you will be again.

i love you to the moon and back, even though you’re moving on i will always take the memories we shared with me.

as much as you hated me towards the end and as much as you hate me now, i’d still blow my brains out for you

We always have been just friends but ive had feelings for you ever since we met and they havent left. Going on 3 years now. Your the one that made me realize my sexuality

TW: Any time I see you I fall right back in love, your eyes pierce through me like the blade that once touched my wrist, you were like that blade.. for awhile my solution to my problems, you made me feel. You were my temporary fix. when I saw you I never knew what to expect, sometimes you were the person I fell in love with but sometimes you were the man I regret.

i’m just sorry i sticked around for so long. i can truly say i hate u. but a part of me still thinks it’s my fault

I miss you and I know I shouldn't. You never felt the same and I'm better off not being around you. But even just the knowledge that I'd see you later used to get me through the day. I can't forget that

hey, how you been? I haven't seen you since you moved away. I hope things are well for you, and you've moved on. just wanted to let you know i'm a lesbian now lol

I finally watched that musical you couldn’t stop talking about. It was perfect, but the only thing missing was your hand in mine

I miss you and I’m still hurt that you ghosted me,I want to text you sooo badly,in fact I was going to text just before it struck 12 god I wish you’d text to tell me that you miss me too but you won’t and I don’t think I’m ever going to get the closure that I want from you,but i wish for the best for you :) I hope that you get recognized for the amazing talent you have with photography,I hope that you are doing good with over watch and although I never understood shit it was good hear that you had fun with it,and I hope you enjoy whatever you were doing with the PCs. I love you and thank you for making me who I am today text me one day please.

I hope you're happy. I'm grateful for everything you taught me, I pray that you're the person you've always want to be.

I’ll never forgive myself for not taking better care of you. You deserved so much more. And now you’re gone.

I hate that you convinced me that getting treated like that was normal. I’m scared to fall in love again because of you.

I love you. Sometimes I don’t know how you feel about me. Are we best friends? Are we both secretly in love? Did you get upset when I said I didn’t have a crush on you or were you relieved? Well I lied. I do have feelings for you. A crap ton of them.

Thank you for hurting me til the point I learned to love myself. I’d turn my life around if you wanted me back.

i miss you but i think we grew apart. i promise i’ll come back to you when it feels right, give me time.

this isn’t to my first love or anything like that cause i never had one. But for me to feel better this goes to my first hate Bailey. I never hated anyone in life but you treated me so bad and i let you walk over me. You disrespected me in front of friends , hit me, cyber bullied me and a lot more thing but i’m glad i got this off my chest,
respectfully SMD BITCH

rlly hope u don't see this but i know u only want to facetime me to do school so that we can talk for hours after. me too.

I know that we were just playing around but it wasn’t until you left that i started to realise how much you meant to me

i don’t feel any kind of romantic way towards you anymore. i just miss spending time with your energy.

a huge part of me wishes i could still be with you. you were my everything and i loved you with everything inside of me. it broke my heart when you left. it really did. but you moved on for the better and i was so happy for you no matter how much it hurt me. i still love you deep down. that will never change. i kept hoping god would bring us back together but i gave up.

you make me so mad i'm reaching my point soon where i will honestly give you up. i don't get you, i don't get what you want. i don't know why i let you ghost then come back into my life. you just keep popping in and out and i don't know what you want. it's exhausting me. we didn't even date but you meant so much to me, i was falling for you. but you let go of us, i would've fought for you if i knew what was going on but you just left me like it was nothing. it took me so long to get over it but here you are coming back as if nothing ever happened and i let you bc i'll always have a soft spot for you. i tell my friends different but deep down i hope fate brings us back and we get together. i played the waiting game, i still am but at this point is it even worth it anymore? i'm getting to a point where maybe it's just fates work showing me we'll never be.

Bailey please come back. You mean the whole world to me and everything more. I know you love me you just have to tell me. Call me please. I cannot be happy until I have my bailey back :(

Thank you for being one of the best friends in the world. Our little group means the absolute world to me and I don't know what I'd do without you and K. I hope you find someone to treat you right because you deserve to feel what real love is. I'm sorry you got dealt a shitty hand, and I'm sorry you keep ending up with shitty men. But you're the best, for real. You make me smile every day. Keep on keeping on babe. Love ya

I found a notebook entry from months ago written in purple lip gloss about how much I hate you and I still do. You ruined everything I had set in stone with your ugly self. And the worst part is, you have no idea.

I wish you knew how much you broke me to the point I had to numb how sad I was. Time to let you go. Goodbye love I’ll always love you no matter what. Thank you for my favourite memories of life. I just wish it could have turned out my way. Don’t forget me please...no matter what happens I’ll still be here for you and I promise you that. I just will never understand why you did that to me after everything bay. I thought you loved me, I thought we was inseparable. But I guess we both have different paths. Time to move on and the fact I know it will never be us again. Breaks me. Look after yourself. Forever my best friend and a soulmate not meant to be. ?always you.

i miss u. it’s about to be 14 christmases without you and it still hurts. i hope ur happy up there. love u eternally

i sent a message here a while ago and u came back, idk for how long but i’m gonna enjoy it while it lasts

for the longest time i let myself believe it was my fault. and i hated myself for it. but it's not me, it's your actions. and you don't get to see me healing, you don't deserve me.

i wish i could tell you all the things i've been keeping to myself all this time. would you feel the same way if i did?

I love you so so much and I honestly think I always will, no matter how badly you hurt me, it's always been you.

B, you always understood me even when i showed no emotions. you were my best friend and so kind and forgiving. when our paths first crossed i knew there was something about you. eventually we kept moving in and out of each others lives. you are now all grown up in college in a different state and i wish the last time i hugged you was tighter and longer. knowing that i may never get to share more memories with you makes me sad. you were mean and rude at some points but no one is perfect. you were perfect enough for me and i really wanted you to know that i love you. i always have and i always will. love, V

I don't know where I went wrong, or why you stopped feeling the same. I chose this color because even though I want to hate you, you still remind me of my favorite color and of the feel of sun on my skin. My favorite memory I have made to this day is when we went on a random road trip to Winona, just us and the music we both adored. The way you made me feel, the way you made my heart beat, is done by someone else now. But I don't think he will ever be my favorite color because my favorite color is you.

it hurts me to know that i love you more than you love me. i believe that you do love me, but our love is different. i think it comes with maturity and experience. but as much as it sucks to now that my love for you is stronger than your love for me, that doesn't make me love you any less or question my love for you. i just wish i didnt feel this way.

I hope you'll change this time, I hope you'll make me feel loved and make time to see me. I hope this time it will be better and I don't overthink about things you do, I hope you'll appreciate me more. take me out on dates and make time for me, I want to feel special, I want to be your best friend, the person you can talk to about anything. lets do it right this time

I'm so horribly in love with you and no matter who i meet in the future if you said the word i'd come running back in an instant :/

idk if you were my first love but i guess i thought we were at least friends and then suddenly ur gone. it just hurts a bit

you need to stop fucking removing you location on snap bitch its quite annoying anyways love you boo xx

why did jack say to me at the start of the year 'do you like anyone'. anyway i started liking you when we hanged out at camp and when you told me you liked me. i know you like a new girl everyday but you aint never gonna get a girlfriend like that boo. love you a lot i guess xx

You’re manipulative scum who doesn’t deserve anything. You’re possessive and jealous and a horrible person to know. I can’t believe you sent him those messages while knowing him and I were together. What the fuck is wrong with you? Burn in Hell, you cunt.

I wish we didn't end the way we did. :( sometimes I think we could have been so much more if we told the truth

I wish you didn’t erase me from your life so easily

Love you bestie boo (you better see this)

This is your sign !

The four wall in my room are haunted by you. Everything reminds me of you

I miss you…

I loved you but you didn’t love me, you hurt me and it’s because you’re hurting.

hope your days be as satisfying and fulfilling as a perfectly crafted sushi roll that you love sm

I still can’t get over you, I fell in love with you.

I compare everyone to you. I’m sorry if I screwed things up. I truly liked you.

I wish we could meet again and forget about the past