i was in love with you for so long. we spoke a lot. we talked about my problems. you helped me through everything. you even stopped me from cutting. but then you left without a proper reason. you left for yourself. you didn’t care about me. i don’t know if you ever really cared about me. how can you go from that to not talking to someone at all. i was so in love with you. why did you go. please. come back. i cant do it without you. please. i’m loosing my battle. i’m scared that i won’t be here one day because i’m struggling to hang on. please. help me. i never got to tell you how much i fucking love you. every time you left you always came back....but this time i’m scared you won’t coming back.