i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
i love you i'm sorry
:(

i'm proud to have failed at loving you. i'm proud i figure it out. i'm proud to have at least been in your life for a moment.

in half moon... wishing I brought you here; was hoping this mini vacation would help me stop thinking of you...

remember that story you told me about your mother? I feel like maybe you jinxed us to walk a similar path… in fear of being who we truly are.

tell me, if it came down to it, would me being female make it worse or better?

just hold on, okay? keep all that unconditional love and cherish those memories. we'll make new ones. soon.

I kept your home in my heart and I just use it for storage. let me know when you're ready for it again and I'll clean it out.

"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)"
you will always be my yellow. I'll miss you, but move on. you deserve it :,)

btw I made a new playlist for you... I wouldn't get weird if you listened, it's for you anyway. I have to let this go..

sucks I know you said I could always call you but I know I can't. I just need to get out of here for a bit .. need someone to talk to...