From: ABC
To: Ilya
Idk what to write
Idk if it's the seasons or what but I miss you more than ever
I wish you would text me and we could talk, because you know I would never text you first :)
I hate the idea that you've moved on after all this time; that I'm not the first person you think about when you wake up, because you're all I can think about everyday
Idk how I'm supposed to move on from you, you're the only one there ever was for me and deep down I think we both know it
It hurts me you're speaking to someone new, I want to be the only one for you
I want to be the last person you fucked
You hurt me and you're still all I can think about
From: ABC
To: Ilya
I wish you weren't so controversial I think you're hot now I miss the smell of you on my skin and being in your bed
I miss feeling truly comfortable with you
From: ABC
To: Ilya
I wish we were still friends even tho you're a shit person but I truly believe you're changing now and I'm proud of you for realising it
Please make your apology in person, I'm dying each day waiting for the chance to speak to you
I need to tell you about my feelings but I have no idea how
It kills me thinking you have no feelings for me left
I don't even know how to understand my own feelings, I just need to speak to you
And you know it
I don't want bad blood
From: ABC
To: Ilya
You're the only person who's ever made me feel truly understood and I fear I'll never have that with anyone else.
From: ABC
To: Ilya
i think i finally got over you today. i just wanna know why it was so good in the beginning, then it stopped
From: ABC
To: Ilya
you are my sun, my moon, and all my stars. i hope one day you can come to america. i love you my boy
From: ABC
To: Ilya
I can't stop thinking about you. But why do you never sit next to me?
From: ABC
To: Ilya
I wish I had told you how strongly I felt about you while we were still going to the same class ????
From: ABC
To: Ilya
You are not your parents mistakes.May you find the truth and clarity to save yourself.
From: ABC
To: Ilya
I love you so much my beautiful wife, no matter what happens I always will.
From: ABC
To: Ilya
my precious beloved wife, I love you soso much ! I'll never leave you, husband loves you.
From: ABC
To: Ilya
i want more than this, let the fireflies stay. meet me when we’re both new people in this world.