I wish you loved me the way I loved you. I wish you cared for me the way I cared for you. I wish you had my back the way I had yours. No human being and no relationship is perfect, and that's fine, I was never searching "perfect", I was searching for real. The type of love you see in romance animes, the type of love people want to be jealous of but can't because they're so in love with the way that we love each other and we're the reason they don't lose faith in finding their special someone.

I tried my hardest, I went to hell and back with you, I stuck by your side because I wanted to be your person oh so badly, that one person you could say never gave up on you and was always there, even when I was tired and feeling drained, even when everything.. literally everything...all the love was one sided, I stayed. When you cheated? I stayed.

Love really does make you stupid lol

I hope you find someone to love the same way I loved you and I hope that person loves you back just the same. I'm not what you want, that's clear...but you don't want to let go.... it's toxic, and that's why I'm letting go for you.

Even if we don't receive the happy ending that I hope for, just know that I'll always love you & I thank you for being part of my life.

Times I realized I loved you..
1. The day we met
2. Sitting in the auditorium, while holding hands for the first time.
3. On video call, when you said you loved me the night before we made things official
4. During our first kiss
5. When you'd send me sweet messages & paragraphs, to remind me that I'm yours.
6. Seeing you for the first time when school started back & you came over to hug me.
7. During the second kiss we shared, even though we were no longer together. That whole time we spent conversating & holding each other while waiting for our bus, I'll never forget it.
8. On your birthday, when I gave you gifts. All you could do was smile, say "thank you", and hug me like crazy.
9. On my special day, when you gave me candy.
10. Everyday I spend not talking to you, simply due to us falling off.

our love transcends all distance but I’m still waiting for the days where my dreams of being able to touch you become reality

im sorry for being avoident with u now and for how i treated u last year please dont change tho

im sorry. please come back. i miss u.

I really wish you didn’t avoid me and talk things out.I felt something was there

I wish you gave my closure, im still pining for you. you keep appearing in my dreams.

You didn't deserve the way I treated you at the end but also didn't deserve how i loved you.

i just want my friend back. i feel like everyday im missing something since you left.