Unsent Messages

I wish you loved me the way I loved you. I wish you cared for me the way I cared for you. I wish you had my back the way I had yours. No human being and no relationship is perfect, and that's fine, I was never searching "perfect", I was searching for real. The type of love you see in romance animes, the type of love people want to be jealous of but can't because they're so in love with the way that we love each other and we're the reason they don't lose faith in finding their special someone.

I tried my hardest, I went to hell and back with you, I stuck by your side because I wanted to be your person oh so badly, that one person you could say never gave up on you and was always there, even when I was tired and feeling drained, even when everything.. literally everything...all the love was one sided, I stayed. When you cheated? I stayed.

Love really does make you stupid lol

I hope you find someone to love the same way I loved you and I hope that person loves you back just the same. I'm not what you want, that's clear...but you don't want to let go.... it's toxic, and that's why I'm letting go for you.