Unsent messages to ANTON
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: November 7, 2023, 6:30 am UTC
I thought already forgotten about you.. but I was wrong, my heart still aches remembering you
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: November 3, 2023, 6:09 am UTC
hi i miss u so much and i wanna go out with you, make time with you, make memories with you
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: November 1, 2023, 9:58 pm UTC
wanna talk to you like rlly bad. i just cant. talk to me just once again pls?
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 31, 2023, 5:08 pm UTC
You cross my mind a little too often, most times when I least expect it.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 17, 2023, 6:18 pm UTC
hi i miss you
i miss staying up and talking to you and you know that :)
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 11, 2023, 3:11 pm UTC
we have to talk soon. right now all i want you to know is that i'd do anything for you
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 11, 2023, 3:30 am UTC
i am so inlove with you, you have no idea. i wanna put in my everything to make this work again.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 10, 2023, 3:37 am UTC
can we relive days like this everyday?
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 9, 2023, 11:36 pm UTC
We’ve met before, I’m sure of it. You feel like an old friend that I haven’t seen in a long time
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: September 14, 2023, 5:05 am UTC
hi i miss you
talk to me once more pls
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: August 28, 2023, 2:33 am UTC
i dont miss you, i miss the feeling of being loved
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: August 14, 2023, 3:46 pm UTC
I genuinely am sorry and I admit I was the one in the wrong
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: August 2, 2023, 4:38 am UTC
promise by laufey. I’m sorry, genuinely.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:12 am UTC
My sweet sweet boy. I will always love u
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: July 22, 2023, 2:09 am UTC
I wish I could tell you how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: July 21, 2023, 11:56 pm UTC
please talk to me again. i miss u and u know i do
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: July 18, 2023, 3:59 pm UTC
i love you so much i almost fear i dont
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: January 4, 2021, 10:11 pm UTC
Only if you knew how much I actually love you.
I’ve never loved someone like this, and i will never do again, you are the love of my life
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:32 am UTC
I still don’t understand how the touches, the stares, the trust, and our bond meant nothing to you. I don’t want to miss you.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:32 pm UTC
Hey, I’m really sorry if I hurt you or was a bad person. You don’t deserve that shit, but life goes on. Wish you the best without me. See you in another lifetime loser :)
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
I missed you, even if you don't know it, I used to spend 2 times in recess to see you throughout the course and in the new one until I began to notice your faults and I worried, when I found out that you left I spent 2 very bad and sad weeks, I wanted ask you but I was ashamed until another week passed and I could not bear it anymore, then I tried to write you with a lot of work due to my personality, to hear from you and with the hope of keeping you close, I confess that many times I was assaulted by insecurity, shame and doubt since I did not want to be annoying, I was just your classmate and an acquaintance that is not important to you and I never got to know you, although I did get to know some things about you by observing yourself since from the first day you were interesting to me
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: December 4, 2020, 6:42 am UTC
I will always love you. I always did, I always will.
I hope you'll be happy, with or without me.
I will always be there for you, pretty eyes.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: November 22, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
It was fun while it lasted, when we went back to back to each other, at first it was just fun and games, but after a while I started to like you. And the day I said I love you, you left me all alone in the dark.. when I really needed you the most...
I know you happy now, I know you don’t fell the guilt of leaving me, I know you don’t think about me, I know that you probably hate me. But I was always there for you, and you were never there for me. So until the day you say sorry to my face instead of the phone.... I will never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: November 16, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
Last Sep, I met u in Cusco and had a dinner with u. I havent seen u again, but u should know that I was sad that day and u made me laugh. Thank u for that. I hope u survived the Amazone and kept traveling :)
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 29, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
I’m so sorry I haven’t replied to your message from 5 weeks ago. I got too comfortable in my aloneness. But please know that I still like you.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 15, 2020, 12:15 pm UTC
you completely broke my heart.
i can’t trust anyone anymore and you made me hate myself for not being good enough. i hope you’re doing well though
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: October 1, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
I wonder if you ever think of that last day we had together. What were the odds after 5 years apart after going different schools we ended up at the same camp retreat for a couple days? - you held my hand and gave me the best few days I always think about. You’ll never know how much that actually meant to me. we lost contact ever since and I really wonder if you are a soulmate of mine. I hope we cross paths again.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: September 16, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
We're not the same anymore, but I appreciate you nonetheless. Hopefully we still end up doing that thing we always said we would do together.
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: September 12, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
I don’t know if I’ll ever truly be over you, you made me the happiest and saddest person at the same time, you’ll always be my first love but I have to move on because you have
From: ABC
To: Anton
Date: September 9, 2020, 12:43 am UTC
I know this is for like “first loves” and we’re mostly just friends but I just wanna thank you for being such a nice guy compared to so many other guys out there, like your so accepting, sweet, respectful, everything, and I love that about you, so I’m just thanking you for being a breath of fresh air:)
