Unsent messages to YAZAN
From: ABC
To: yazan
mannn, fuck you. truly, fuck you. you manipulated me for our entire friendship, i was so anxious for most of it, stepping around eggshells, i couldn’t be myself around you, you fucking terrified me. you’ve absolutely traumatized me but, that’s okay, i forgive you. thank you, for everything, for all the memories, and for the chance you gave me to love you, if i’d turn back the clock i definitely wouldn’t want to fucking meet you, but i did, and i accept that. i loved you, i got hurt by you, i left you, i grieved you, and now it’s time to move on, because i forgive you. still, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: yazan
I still miss you enough to think about you everyday, even though I’ve been with him for a year. You said one day we could start over and I’m still holding onto that.
From: ABC
To: yazan
i still think about that apartment we wanted to share
bout the penthouse
im sorry
i love you
From: ABC
To: yazan
i miss the way youd talk to me. do you talk to her the same way? why was it so easy for you to leave
From: ABC
To: yazan
ik i wasnt perfect, but i tried to love you the best i could with all i knew about love. i tried
From: ABC
To: yazan
no matter what happens, ill always have a soft spot for you.
From: ABC
To: yazan
when u laid ur head on my chest, it was the first time the weight eased.
i felt alive
it scared me
From: ABC
To: yazan
tbh I wish it was you in the end but I know I can’t change you as a person.
From: ABC
To: yazan
Maybe you've never loved me at all, but I've loved you..somehow a thing ended before it even starts
From: ABC
To: yazan
i miss u my baby, i miss us and i miss what we had, i wish it didnt end that way
From: ABC
To: yazan
I miss you every day. I look for you in every face I pass, I find you in every song I listen to.
From: ABC
To: yazan
My Yazan, my life is only what it is with you in it. Don’t ever leave me. I love you always???? -Shana
From: ABC
To: yazan
I’m learning to live without you, but I often think about our last summer, nights.
From: ABC
To: yazan
Still waiting for the day you leave me a note a for me on here. Not sure what i expect
From: ABC
To: yazan
I pray for you and I miss you so much. I hope you live the life you’ve dreamed of
